My life be like...

hello everyone i wanted to ask if i am the only one i have dreams about an old woman, i have been dreaming of it since i was a child and since childhood i have often dreamed of a cosmic but basically an old, not tall woman which causes me panic attacks in any relem life i have never seen. This night I dreamed of her as askazkur I would be like a forest somewhere where it is very dark and when I turn to me I see this woman and when I realize that this is the same woman I have been dreaming of since I was a child she starts looking at me and laughing out loud and suddenly grabbed me legs I try to free myself ... and suddenly I wake up with a panic attack, shaking, scared .. maybe there is someone who is this dreamer or maybe he knows what this woman wants from me?