Carbon!!

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

i am painfully shy but i do love my mutuals. bonds forged in spamton g spamton hell will last for a lifetime

*looking at the OC I crafted with my own hands* what the actual hell is her problem

you're allowed to draw. draw badly even. draw and then delete it. draw and rework it and then delete it anyway. draw only half of it and the other half three years later. in one style or another. in different styles in the same week. traditional or digital. you're literally allowed to draw however you want

not a fandom writer and i dont really participate in fandom projects rn but tbh i really feel this. tfw you start to drift out of a hyperfixation but you feel like you're letting people down by doing so because that means not as much art of the Blorbos that the People In My Phone like

dont trace reference images. dont even LOOK at reference images. in fact, don't ever look at anything that exists in the world, in person or in photos or in videos, even when you're not drawing, because you will still be able to use the memories of what something looks like as a reference when you're drawing it later. yes that includes yourself. destroy all the mirrors in your house. don't look down at your hands or feet. don't look. close your eyes. close them tight. forget everything. it's okay, embrace the darkness. just forget.