Yaana

“I've been wondering to myself… Can there truly be a peaceful world in the presence of pain?”

“Our bodies experience all kinds of painful sensations and experiences throughout our lives. But I find the more we experience them the less they overwhelm us.”

“An experienced fighter won’t flinch at an onslaught of blows, An skilled doctor can stand the sight of most brutal and disgusting emergencies. We become numb to pains so frequent”

“So… if every being was put in a state of constant suffering, then there will come a point when they eventually feel pain no longer!” 

"I have dedicated my entire life to seeking Knowledge, the Truth to create the most peaceful world." 

"And finally I found it… through the God of Chaos and Deceit!" 

"My Lord and Savior have blessed me with this sacred revelation! And with this power…. I shall carry out his will to bring peace to a brand new world!" 

"O ShadowMilk cookie… shall we create the most peaceful world together?" 

"Oh Nilla~ Do you even have to ask?"

Experimenting/Fleshing out Ult! Pyuba’s mentality/motives 

I’m running on a rush with this silly concept Wooo! I never planned to do anything like this, but ep 3 gave me a fantastic idea and I’m going to run with it until I get tired. I’m writing Ultimate Pure Vanilla completely on a whim (Opposite with DT! Pure Vanilla which I am taking my sweet time with) I’m not too bothered with how “incharacter” I want him to be because the whole point is that he isn’t himself. He's a single minded monster leaching off of Pyuba’s despair, fueling Ult’ Shadow Milk delusions and trying to consume whatever is left of Pure Vanilla's soul. This version of Nilla is based a lot on DT!Pure Vanilla Who’s motives/character are more complex but they share a lot of similarities (Which you’ll see once I actually find the time to flesh out the DT! Au). But the 1# The goal here was to create Ultimate Shadow Vanilla, a power couple who can 'see eye to eye' and make each other sooo much worse while shamelessly lusting over each other (The vers Shadow Milk wants but arguably doesn’t deserve). All while the real Pure Vanilla is internally suffering :D !