having a hard time focusing today. i've also had a hard time focusing for the previous 15 or so years leading up to now but this post is about today.

when a child goes to Build-A-Bear and constructs a teddy from the parts available no one bats an eye, but when I, Victor Frankenstein,

they should invent a taking care of your own body thats easy

I think it sucks that you have to go to so many different kinds of doctor to take care of yourself. It's the 21st century. I should be able to go to a single office where they scan me with a big xerox machine and tell me what I'm allergic to and why my tummy hurts and if I have any cancer or cavities or if my glasses prescription has changed. And then I should get a sticker.

so sad that in america the only options after a terminal cancer diagnosis is either to make meth or make saw traps

I’m working on myself. I should be emotionally available by 2027 I can feel it.

hey. don't cry. how the gentle wind beckons through the leaves as autumn colors fall. okay?