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Hi

Its my 4th account, plz block me instead of report 😭😭😭

Some info about me!!

18yo

From poland

Borderline and depresion

Sh addict

She/her

Nicotine enjoyer

Bisexual

Kind of artist

Goth & metalhead

Im currently writhing a book about mental ilness and suicide, i love good literature and cinematography

Art in the only thing in the world that I can trust

I've had a terrible childhood but Im working On relations with my mum, its starting to get better

I love horror movies sm

Sometimes I paint or draw, nothing incredible but I enjoy it

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I hope you're ok

Okay guys i make it, im not exacly proud that im alive but I am though. Now I have another horible day ahead

Just know that tomorrow im not gonna be there

#988blr #actually borderline #arm cvts #cvtspo #borderline personality disorder #cat scratches #shblur #sh addict #made of styro #i need to cvt

kisses4zero

I want to cut myself, get high, cry, and forget everything

maddisons-headspace

Every single time I think I’ve hit rock bottom I somehow fall even further…

I’m so. tired.

grandkittysuit

Realest shit in the world

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sh00terbutlame

do you ever wonder what life without borderline is like?

grandkittysuit

Everyday sadly, sweetheart

you are MDNI right? if so, lets be moots! :3

I had to google what it means but i guess i am, im 18

My two friends are mad at me coz I told them that they couldnt visit me becouse i feel terrible, had a fever and extreme anxiety

This is what one of them put on ig, what the hell

I tell them day before planned trip (we live about an 1 hour by train apart) and they were kinda rude, saying im telling to late etc. Plus they were trying to make me feel guilty, i dont know whats going on, our mutual friends also dont know what it is about

#$hblr #988blr #actually borderline #arm cvts #cvtspo #cvtting is silly #made of styro #s3lf harn #sh addict #shblur #bpd vent #personal vent #vent post #vent blog #vent #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder

toosharpteeth

not to mention the psychosis, lack of sense of self, risk-taking, dissociation, and the fact that we have some of the lowest survival rates due to the condition itself :)

grandkittysuit

LOUDER!!!

I feel incredibly lost, my anxiety again get me off my feet

#$hblr #988blr #actually borderline #arm cvts #cvtspo #cvtting is silly #made of styro #s3lf harn #sh addict #shblur #metal #metalhead #bpd vent #personal vent #vent post #vent

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grandkittysuit

Omg so real

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bro how do normal ppl cope. Like… you don’t excessively drink, sh, starve urself, smoke

What do u even DO

grandkittysuit

IVE BEEN WONDERING TOO

I've writed this right after my friend tell me he was scared abt my life

People are scared that it was the end

But all your feelings starts to meld

You dont know who you are and what you get

Today like everyday yesterday is today

Time dissapered in your way

I guess youre feeling okay but in your mind

My soul Goes away

I wish you could understand why I choose this way

I cant make it for you, not today

Today was yesterday, cant find my way

Shaky hands cant track the vein

I figure out this wont keep me living

It was hell by all the meaning

I feelt Peace, i dont belivein

God wont force me to being

I miss my ex

#ex boyfriend #older boyfriend #actually borderline #s3lf harn #cvtspo #$hblr #988blr #shblur #sh addict #made of styro #arm cvts #cat scratches #sh cvt #sorry for being depressing #shitpost #sad thoughts #cvtting is silly #Spotify

m3ntally-unw3ll

If you cut, you're valid.

If you burn, you're valid.

If you get excessive piercings, you're valid.

If you get excessive tattoos, you're valid.

If you pull your hair, you're valid.

If you scratch yourself, you're valid.

If you bite yourself, you're valid.

If you pinch yourself, you're valid.

If you bruise yourself, you're valid.

If you hit yourself, you're valid.

If you over-exercise, you're valid.

If you pick your skin, you're valid.

If you use drugs (recreationally), you're valid.

If you restrict necessities (medicine, water, food...), you're valid.

If you fuck till you bleed, you're valid.

Self-harm is self-harm, not matter how you do it. And everyone deserves help.

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