Maddisons Headspace

My sadness, my joy, my pain, my regret…

I feel everything in the deepest parts of my soul and every bone in my body.

Then I stop crying.

I pick myself up off the fucking floor, wipe my eyes, and keep it pushing.

I’ve recently started taking amitriptyline to help with pain management. It’s a 10mg dosage at the moment just to see how my body will respond. I looked up whether or not you can smoke weed while taking it and what the side effects are and all I’m seeing is an increased heart rate.

Soooo does anyone on here take that medication and smoke weed still?? If so can you share your experience with it? 

But I want to hurt him. I want to hurt him as much as he hurt me. I want to make him cry. I want him to know how what he does to me feels. I need him to understand what this feels like. I don’t want his fucking apology I want him to hurt.

dk what THAT was guys I’ve snapped out of it 🤣🤣🤣

Let’s all join hands and pray to whatever god there is that my boyfriend doesn’t leave me after he wakes up and reads those mortifying text messages I sent mhm hm hm ☺️☺️☺️☺️