Lost Girl

I’ll be there🖤

IT WASN’T JUST ANY OLD DUDE WHO DECIDED, “HEY I WANT TO CREATE A KOREAN ALPHABET.”

IT WAS KING SEJONG, WHO ORDERED HIS ROYAL SCHOLARS TO CREATE THIS ALPHABET SO READING AND WRITING COULD BE ACCESSIBLE TO EVERYONE, EVEN THE PEASANTS. IT WAS PURPOSELY DESIGNED TO BE EASY TO LEARN.

SO SHOUT OUT TO KING SEJONG, WHO REALIZED BEFORE MANY OTHERS THE IMPORTANCE OF UNIVERSAL LITERACY.

Dude: OK, guys, let’s assign the disasters. Hum, tsunami. Who wants the tsunami?

2004: Yeah, I’ll have the tsunami.

Dude: OK, 2004 has the tsunami. 2012, do you still want the asteroid?

2012: Nah, no need.

Dude: Cool, let’s schedule that for 2030. OK, 2020, I have-

2020: FIRES.

Dude: OK, we can do fires, no problem-

2020: NUCLEAR TENSION.

Dude: Fires and… nuclear tension?

2020: PANDEMIC.

Dude: 2020, you can’t just- just have EVERYTHING-

2020: KOBE BRYANT DIES IN A HELICOPTER ACCIDENT.

1986: Wh-who’s Kobe Bryant?

1347: Heli-what?

Dude: So, you’re asking for fires, nuclear tension, a pandemic AND the death of basketball legend in your year!?

2020: TILL MARCH.

Dude: C’mon. Guys, help me with this.

1986: I would say something, but… CHERNOBYL! Oops, am I right?

2014: At least you still have the twin towers.

2000: Wait, what do you mean?

1347: I agree that 2020 is pushing it-

1945: YOU’RE LITERALLY- You’re the high point of the Bubonic plague!

1347: Oh, much apologies, Sir TWO ATONIC BOMBS!

1945: It’s ATOMIC, you f*ing medieval-

1347: Who are you calling medieval, G.I. Joe. Go play with your-

1945: Here we go again-

2000: Now, seriously, what-

1: Y’all want BREAD?!

GUYS GUYS GUYS!

Fairytale in London Photo! Let’s discuss

1. Practically naked Will

2. Non-traditional Shadowhunter wedding ring

3. Non-traditional Shadowhunter wedding bracelet (Tessa’s referenced in COHF)

4. Traditional Shadowhunter Wedded Rune

5. Tessa USING A STELE

6. Wedded Rune adjacent to and touching the FADED PARABATAI RUNE

Therapist: Listen, you do exist, and if you didn’t, someone would have to create you because the world would be a much sadder place.

Therapist: No.

Me: Wow.

Therapist: You’re just a fucked up bitch.

Me: I do agree with the fucked up bitch part.

Therapist: Considering what you told me and how much you wanna beat him to death, he’s not. You pretty much hate him despite knowing him for years.

Me:

Me: Why did I need to come here to realize that.

Therapist: Because that’s my job to help you to understand some stuff. Also because you’re way too kind and you would let someone punch you in the guts and still consider them as your friend while they stab you.

Therapist: Oh that’s nice!!... Oh my name is on it!!

Me: Yeah!!

Me: What-

Therapist: *turns his screen and show me THIS* 

Me: 

Me: Yeah, I went.

Therapist: Was it something you enjoyed?

Me: Mh. Yeah. Sorta.

Therapist: Did you see some bears?

Me:

Me: Jerome wh-

Me: No, I want it!!

Therapist: Finally, you’re not forcing yourself for the others! And you’re doing something you want! I’m proud of you!

Me: You’re more of a dad than my own father.

Therapist: I am not.

Me: Ooh.

Therapist: Or am I?

The secretary came to tell me that Jerome actually forgot to write me down on the appointment list.

Therapist: Oh, really, I never noticed. You know, you should turn that anger into indifference. It would help you.

Me: Like what? ‘Hey Joël wassup, I’ve been very suicidal lately last night I wanted to die. Hope you have rad vacations and the weed is good save some good kush for me, kissy kissy.’ ?

Therapist: Exactly.

Therapist: Can I touch you to prove you that you do?

Me: Dinner first.

Therapist:

Me: I’m broke.

Therapist: Oh yeah.

Therapist: You still need vacations tho.

Therapist, by text: Oh sorry. I didn’t see you.

Therapist, by text: Wait. Were you at the tattoo shop?

Therapist: So your friend lives in the same street than I?

Me: Yes. Town’s short I guess.

Therapist: Were you really going to your friend...?

Me: Yes?? Why else would I be here?

Therapist: Your appointment was this morning at 11:30am, Damien.

Me:

Me: I’m gonna get a rat and call him Jerome just to piss you off.

Therapist:

Me:

Therapist: Do you smoke?

Know that you are not alone

If you would only reach out a hand, you would find one grasping yours

Anchoring you, not to the past

But to a future so bright it rivals the night sky

You are not alone

There are things you will only hear the surface of

Catastrophes that live on in my mind

Merging without taking shape

Denser with each incident

I find myself sinking

Crushed by its weight

Forced to relive it again

With new insight

That only poisons this sea

...

Further and further

I begin to lose myself

Fading into the darkness

This is simply what it means to be me

...

So I sink alone as I must

Because I know a dam

Will intensify the inevitable flooding

I know that your hand will attempt to pull me out

But I must dwell in the grief all it is

To accept the changes bringing the now

To let go of all that has been lost

So much

So much has been lost

I must endure the unbearable ache

That makes me cling to my chest

I must endure the cries

That deflate me to nothing

I must endure the mourning

That burns like purgatory

And I will endure this torment

Even when hesitant

...

I cam grateful that you are with me

Still, you shouldn't worry

This will tear me apart

As it always does

But once I hit the very bottom

I will not demand more than you can handle

You are so much more than the fractures of your mind

Remember you are not Atlas, you don’t need to shoulder the world on your shoulders

I am here

 You may lose yourself, but you will find the best pieces of you in my memories

You are so  much more than your darkness

You shine through with so much  light that it astonishes me

 As you sink, remember

You are not alone

I will be the wall that holds off the dam

If you need your time, I will not pull you out

I will hold your hand in the darkness

Remember

You are not alone

I am here

You will come out of this so much stronger

You may have lost

But you have gained as well

You have made friends and guardians and banes

When you go through this, remember that

You are strong

You will endure this because you are not alone

You have been my anchor, I will be your lighthouse

However grey my light maybe

When you lie in pieces, remember that I will hold your fragments in my memory

When you hit rock bottom, remember that you do not kick alone

I will give you as much strength as I have

I would not have it, if not for you.

So I will chant these words over and over again, "You are not alone. I am here."

Because you were one the few people that made me believe that.