𓉳ིྀ @ 𝕯orian 🔪݁𓈒݂𓏴𓏴

Introduction !!

(I am quite new to posting on tumblr so please bare with me)

Tws/Cws : sh , eating issues , body image , very attention needy , possible “crash outs” but I’m not sure , I get irritated very easily , sexual things (maybe ?)

- Hello I go by Dorian but I don’t really care about nicknames so yeah !!

> I do also like being called hibiki cause of how much I love him but Dorian is my “actual” name

- I prefer he/him pronouns but honestly I don’t really care as long as it’s not she/her

- I call myself gay/mlm as a label though I actually do find sexuality quite complicated (single)

- I’m a yumeshipper , kemonimini (dog and wolf) and a puppy boy (if that’s the correct label) !!

- I’m quite “possessive” over hibiki so please don’t try saying you love him more than me or you’re his n1 fan

- I’m currently on the waiting list for autism but I don’t actually have any proper diagnoses

- I am not jirai danshi btw , I have a lot of interest in the jirai kei style and background and have done quite some research into it but I would not say I’m part of any of the culture but in the future I hope to maybe start actually being involved and dressing in the style if that makes sense (I don’t wanna offend anyone by using wrong labels so I’m sorry if this sounds weird)

My “kins” (I’m not a huge fan of the term) :

Hibiki (ebyl) , Maeno (zeno remake) , Charlie (tpobaw) , Shoya (asv) , Warren pike & illi mcmillin (mcr fandom universe)

My f/os + sharing statuses :

Till (alien/zombie stage) - selective sharing , Len (vocaloid/pjsk) - sharing , Ronin (killer chat) - hypersharing , Jeff the killer (creepypasta) - sharing , Arthur Morgan (rdr2) - selective sharing but may change as he’s a new f/o

Fandoms :

Ebyl , rdr2 , zombie/alien stage , creepypasta , vocaloid , pjsk , a lot of visual novels + more but those are my main ones !!

Some more random info :

Basic dni , if you don’t like me just block me and I will do the same , I sometimes find it hard expressing emotion through text so if I seem dry I apologise in advance , I absolutely love attention !!

I don’t think I have anything else to add so yeah hello !!

need me a casual relationship with an older man who doesn’t want pictures 😳

I need more attention bro - platonic flirting is something I crave

sent the breakup message - idk how to feel

how to break up with someone who’s become EXTREMELY dependent on you after only a week of dating ? ✌️

hear me out (charthur fanfic idea that makes 0 sense cause I’m half asleep and dying) : so basically Arthur either becomes a traitor or gets kidnapped and turned into a part of the uhhhh o’drisccle (bro how do I spell it) gang but him and Charles are in love so they’re sneaking around so they’re kinda enemies with benefits and shit cause they can’t properly date cause first yk being gay back then and the whole rival gang stuff

(yes ik this wouldn’t be lore accurate to Arthur but yk AUs people AUs…….)

I just dropped my phone down the side of my bed and I can’t find it, kill me.

I feel like/ think I’m going crazy

why are nso fans (ame chan fans more so) either the nicest people ever or the most toxic and rude people ever

sigh that one time I opened tumblr in public and the first thing on my fyp was charthur nsfw art sigh

people who hate on minors (I don’t mean trying to help them I mean just calling them gross etc etc) for wanting an older person to love them clearly had a good relationship with their parents and don’t know shit

> I start tearing up when I see a dad and his son be all close and happy with each other so yes maybe when an older man gives me attention I like it so he can fill that gap that my dad never filled himself

(this is explained badly ik leave me alone 💔)

I want more “mentally unwell” friends - I’m tired of being judged/being scared of being judged just for being more true to my “real” personality ykyk

I want an axe or some sort of thing like that idk man

I’m so tired yet so awake

just lost my blade (sobbing) - how bad would fabric scissors be chat 🙏

fuckkkk I want forcemasc so bad rn