More Than Just Science

2025 has been intense, both good and bad. On the good side, we have my top surgery and me figuring out that T really is for me and going back on a full dose of it and my flatmate found herself a partner (they celebrated 6 months this week).

As for the bad stuff. My mum has been diagnosed with lymphoma earlier this year, but they couldn't see what kind yet since the cancer was too small to take a biopsy. Last week, she was finally called to take more blood tests, so hopefully she'll get an answer and treatment soon. My dad has been struggling with extreme dizziness for many months and the nurse he saw brushed it off (and he is now not inclined to return, since seeking help in the first place took a lot for him, he is autistic, just like me), so we still don't know why this is happening to him. Summer was also hard for both my parents due to the heat. A couple of weeks ago, we had to take down one of the family dogs. He was old and sick, but that still hurts. An old friend of my mum died, also expected, but it took a toll on my mum.

Things has also happened to my flatmate. We are close friends and have lived together for 9 years and her family has basically taken me in as one of their own. Her dad was the one driving me for 3+3h for each surgical appointment when I had my top surgery, among other things. He too, was diagnosed with lymphoma last week and this week we found out my flatmate's mum needs a major surgery for her digestive issues. On top of this, my flatmate and her partner have had to deal with the partner's ex, who's been stirring up some problems, but that seems to have calmed down now, thankfully.

I'm not depressed or anything (or at least not due to this), but any disruption to my routine or having to deal with people's strong emotions is very stressful to me. I've been told this is an autism thing. Anyway, I can't promise I'll do replies here every weekend. Instead I'll do replies when I feel inspired. I'm sorry if this disappoints some of you. I will still be on my HSR rp blog as usual, since that is my main obsession and you are welcome to follow me there and plot too.

Thank you for understanding.

Multimuse superhero rp blog containing canon muses and one OC. Sideblog to goodheartedfool and written by Veri. Low activity.

I’m just a guy from a small town who wants to do the right thing.

i thought i told you to stay back.

i love you too much to let you get hurt like this.

this affects me, too, you know.

every time you leave, i sit up all night waiting, praying you'll come back alive.

you keep pulling stunts like this and something bad will happen.

do you have a death wish or something?

this isn't fair to me.

i deserve better than this.

i didn't get any sleep last night because i was so worried about you.

you promised me you'd stop going out at night.

i don't like hearing this.

you've been risking your life, and for what? so you can feel like a goddamn hero?

i said i would handle it.

what the fuck are you doing here?

you told me you'd stay put.

so much for laying low.

you remember how bad it was last time.

seems like you haven't learned anything.

i believe you promised me you'd lay low.

i can't keep doing this.

don't give me that look.

we'll discuss this later.

this stops now.

i'm tired of picking up the pieces once you've left.

you keep throwing yourself into danger.

you don't give a shit about yourself, do you?

i'm sitting here, worried out of my mind, while you're out doing god knows what.

that was really stupid of you, and you know it.

i thought you knew better than this.

what's your excuse this time?

you do realize what this does to me, right? seeing you get hurt like this? you know it hurts me, too?

you really don't give a shit how this affects me, huh.

that was the dumbest possible thing you could have done.

i need you to stop throwing yourself into harm's way.

that was completely unnecessary.

they had it handled.

you didn't need to step in like that.

why do you think you're invincible?

the last time you pulled a stunt like this, it nearly got you killed.

i can't just sit here and watch you get hurt.

what are you trying to prove?

you just like fucking with my heart, don't you.

this shit hurts me, too, you know.

you're not the only one affected by this shit.

you've got a lot of people counting on you to come home every night.

what happens if you don't come back?

you think we can just carry on without you?

you think i can handle things if you end up dead?

i'm not sticking around to watch you get hurt.

you're not even slick.

you think you're invincible, don't you.

quit pretending you've got everything under control.

let someone else do it for a change.

you can't keep putting yourself through shit like this and expect me to just sit back and watch.

i'm done with this.

next time you do this, i'm not coming back.

promise me this is the end.

look me in the eyes and tell me you'll stop doing this.

let the authorities deal with it.

you're making a big mistake.

is it worth dying for?

Never Miss, Can't Miss

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But no one could always be right. _____

Rumors started to reach the Cloud Knights. Rumors of an outworlder with miraculous powers to reverse the effects of mara. Through cycrane surveillance, the perpetrator was tracked down quickly but Jing Yuan prevented the knights from swooping in and arresting the man. No, this was his mistake so he'd get to the bottom of it all. For he still didn't think Nathaniel was a Diciple and yet...

"I'm here for your explanation, so I suggest you start talking quickly. You're lucky it's me that came after you instead of the Ten Lords Commission," he answers sternly.

He isn't really sure how to tell it. Heck, he can't even explain it all. Swallowing, he rubs his aching temples and looks up at Jing Yuan again. "When I was a small child, I ended up being the only survivor of my planet. I was injured and should've died. I didn't because a woman came and healed my wounds and gave me food. The woman came a few more times, always giving me food or planted things for me to pick. Plants that mostly managed themselves. Years went by and the woman came less and less, I learned to take care of the plants and then a ship landed and I was rescued." Nat pauses, drinking some of the water he had brought with him. "Later, I found out I heal fast, I don't get sick or age and I can heal others by touch. I simply seem to sense their internal system. I can't explain it. The woman, as you might have guessed, I think she was Yaoshi and whatever food she gave me seems to have change me. I don't know why she decided to help me, I didn't pray for her. I don't know how I've changed, but I do know that I can help and that is why I travel across the cosmos. I heal and I help, General. I can show you how I do my touch healing, but not much will be seen besides the mara-stricken losing the physical changes and my eyes glowing. That's it. No weird experimentations or medicines, just me and whatever cursed blessing I've been given."

Olive chuckled while brushing some of Nathaniel’s hair from his forehead so he could kiss it. “I’ve missed you every day, but I know that this was important to you. And if you want to do it again, you can. I will miss you, but I don’t want you to hold back on life because of me. Maybe, next time I can come with you. My team can keep things in check here, and experience what you experience.”

"Home sounds perfect." As much as Nathanael loved people, he had a limit for it and right now, he wanted some peace and quiet with just him and Ollie. "Your cooking is better than any restaurant. It's filled with love, the best ingredient," he added, leaning in for a kiss.

They rested their forehead against Nat's, enjoying just being there with him and in close contact, humming in agreement with the planet docking soon.

"There is, there's a supply order that's being gotten too, just finished the inventory checking for it. So there's likely a few places we can stop at when there," he suggested, knowing where fleet staff stopped, restaurants cropped up to encourage them to spend their credits.

He leans in a little closer, making it so that their noses rubbed against each other, his own ridges gently bumping against smooth skin. Nathanael had long since stopped hiding those ridges and people didn't judge him often anymore. Thankfully.