goldenqueen

I accidentally deleted my post after I had just finished writing it and ugh it’s really frustrating, 

I’m gonna have to do a quick summary, I’m too lazy to re-write all of it again :(

So, after three days of pure procrastination I’ve finally finished my drawing, it is not the best, and I feel like there’s something missing, but I was thinking of posting it to see if anyone else can figure it out. 

I’d also like to point out I’m 100% not an artist, I only draw for fun on paper because I find it relaxing, (except when I have tiny mental breakdown while I’m drawing cause I can’t get the details right) but I’m pretty sure it is common. Another disclaimer I want to make is: I have no imagination of my own, so I like to recreate my favourite scene from mangas (I colour in like a 5 year old on a sugar rush, so manga that are in black and white are the only plausible option for me). Therefore I take no credit for the scene and character itself.

I guess that’s all I wanted to say, sorry about the quality of the picture, it was the best I could do :)

This is Todoroki Shōto from Boku no Hero Academia in case you didn’t know.

He’s one of my favourite characters from that anime, who’s your favourite character/s? 

I need help does anyone have a good anime, preferably action but I’ll take whatever, to watch. Or a manga I’m not picky. 

I find it quite eye-opening that two of my comfort shows are Given and the Winx. 

The Winx is an obvious one as I’ve been watching them since I was a child (I’ve only recently found out that they came out around the same time I was born, same month and year!) and they remind me of a happier time where everything was magic-like. 

Given, i find it weird. Do I hate myself so much that I feel the need to inflict upon myself ever more pain and sadness?  Don’t get me wrong the show and soundtrack are amazing, I know all the songs by heart, but why do I feel the need to watch a show that makes me cry constantly? 

And the movie was an absolute masterpiece, Ugetsu is one of my favourite characters ever and I loved the way each character is developed. And the relationships are shown in such realistic ways including all the negative sides of it. 

Yesterday, as you guys probably know it was Valentine’s day, one of the stupidest holidays ever. Not only the day is a dumb day to choose to celebrate love in, it also worthless to only celebrate your significant other once a year. if you truly love someone, they should be celebrated every day of your life together. and as you probably realised I’m single as hell, geeze I wonder why...

Anyway, yesterday I deleted Instagram, to prevent my eyeballs to commit suicide after seeing those atrocities people posted as stories, and I went over at my uncle’s for lunch. I was ready to watch Given and eat chocolate while wallowing in my own self-pity with my cousin, however, the little shit betrayed me and got a boyfriend!!!

Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for her, but why would she do this to me, I thought we had a pact. And not only her boyfriend is hot, he texts her every day, sends her voice messages, writes her poems and they’re both so in love that’s is borderline repulsive. I’ve resigned myself to be the vodka aunt that always brings expensive presents and tells the kids about the her travels around the world. 

I’m gonna be honest here, I have no clue how this is meant to work.

However, i’m very bored and stressed out by remote learning and decided to attempt tumblr and treat it as a platform to share my thoughts on the internet for no reason whatsoever. I wasn’t sure whether I’d be a good idea since creepy people lurk the web but, at this point this may as well be my only way of let out any intrusive thoughts.

Anyway, I guess I’ll start by sharing the oh so wonderful and unique day I had. I woke up, turn on my laptop and stayed glued to the screen to attend lessons and study all day until now!!! Well, actually I had a free period after lunch, which i promptly spent chatting with my friend about anime.

We were talking about Jujutsu Kaisen and how the Sukuna simps are so blinded by their own hormones to realised that in reality, as far as we know, he’s really ugly! I mean not much is shown even in the manga, but really is someone described as a demon with four arms and eyes (i think he has two faces), long claw-like nails supposed to be attractive?