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Look, a little bird!
@goldammerchen
Hetalia sideblog that I should've made before 2015 (fan since 2009!)
Ironically not too long after I got into something else, until 2022.
20+ ESL They/Them. FUB Free
i'm tend(d)ero, didi, goldammer(chen), [insert here other nicks]. i used to have a quote here—kept on my about—but it felt pretentious in a heta sideblog. let's just say this is a DL;DR (don't like; don't read), SALS (ship and let ship) and YKINMK (your kink is not my kink) fan blog: profiction i guess, but...
[about] [ships] [fics] [tags]
aph-tired until may 2022 > tried if i already had mister-ddr, inspired in aph-/hws- urls. only "lurked" for most of the year, until i decided to make some own posts (and write fanfics). feb 2023, changed it for a last time to goldammerchen (little yellowhammer).
favorite or most used time period: post-war/cold war and the after, stopping 10-20 years ago for my sanity. but! my main focus is on characters rather than in mega exact historical accuracy: loosely historical, low fantasy, and meta.
rbed stuff has almost no tags! (sorry), i tag ships more than individuals.
How I interpret heta charas existence (+ the "houses")
(Remade) Prussia’s bird possible Species (my hc, obv see the url)
Gil was never a chaste character (+ related)
He was the DDR post (tl;dr + tag)
Navigation for posts like the ones above + custom Gil tag
please Send an Ask if you send a Message! (here or on the writing side-sideblog, teaedon!) MSG Notifications to this Sideblog rarely* work, probably because i don't use the mobile App.
(may 2026: tumblr keeps logging me off over and over since last month so i will be on hiatus every now and then. also i need to finish wips anyway)
*they only work in the old tumblr menu? when i'm reporting bots, or iirc also the last time i opened the "create a blog" thingy. btw, besides only using the site on desktop, i rarely use the Dashboard. ofc notifs also work when the bubbles are open (that's why i need a heads up!), but if i have no reasons to keep them open i will close them...
the app i actually have on mobile is discord.
Why are your Hetalia AO3 fics currently on anon?
I want to troll surprise my subscribers, while also the progress on my main projects has been slow.
[DW account]
copypasting the fics list post here (same link as above but reblogable):
Fics list [#fanfic tag 🪶] (Fics only sideblog)
Hate me a little and come back to me [AO3], Explicit! PruHun. In progress
[More works in that series]
Au pas, au pas, au pas [AO3], GerFra(Ger). Completed
+ Extra: Cuando tienes dos cabrones de amigos (BTT)
Fotosynthese, CRACK ficlet :), starring Alfred and...
Inevitable [AO3], One-sided GerPru (Blood, Drama, Near Death...)
(I saw this in a dream) [AO3], PruAus, Zombie au.
“a cold war bizarre cooperation” One sided Bela.rus x Russ.ia; Rusprus (yukiusagi). Hints to AmeBela, Rusame (AmeRus), AmeGer. Some ableist language. [AO3].
My #hetahorrorweek 7/7 fics [AO3 links]… A lot of CWs.
A good day in between many bad days [AO3], HRE & Pru Angst and Humor
[Afterlife Idea/WIP, Tumblr only]
going under [AO3], dreamy German bros angst, pay atention to tags.
Thanatos, my Mythalia March fic. FrAus, SpAus, PruAus and more. Explicit! And on going (6/7)
Ghosts [AO3], sad FraPru(Fra)
Playmate (2/2) [AO3], PolPru Week Day 1, Commonwealth…
The Next Me [AO3], German bros having an argument.
Stolen from a movie [AO3], It happened out of nowhere; not everybody came back.
Before The End [AO3], pre-Valentine's Frying Pangle.
Things are changing (and I didn't know) [AO3], Gil living.
The Return (old intro) / [AO3, new intro]
Phonecall [AO3], PruAus.
Charging Dragon [AO3], solo Gil, but German bros background.
Worrisome peace [AO3], Fluff and Angst Pangle + Lud.
In a blink of an eye, together [AO3], another PruHun in progress (help)
The Only Way Out is Up [AO3], Gil whump (Castle WIP).
Frying Pangle in Pyjamas [AO3], Hotel, established.
[I hit the links limit ;o;! Please go to the Fics link at the start]
Finding you [AO3], (Forest WIP)
(No) Trouble in Paradise [AO3], Established Modern PruHun (h/c)
through your body [AO3 link]
The fight never ends Dragged back to the cycle [AO3]
#aphnichepairweek2026
(+WIP I don’t know when I’ll bother to write properly)
WIPs List (September 2024)
also: #outlines/drafts 🪶; #fic wips, #fic notes and #fic ideas
Also (talking about wips): One-shot 1 (👻); One-shot 2 (AU); Lud&Gil centric series (+extra / canon-divergence); Historical GDR Prussia centric (90s +post-war flashbacks), and… Everything on anon until I’m done with a fucking Crossover 🤪, that will be polished compared to NGE and CSM ones.
Do I know what I am doing? No.
Will that stop me? No, it hasn’t before. Besides we are talking about He(ll)talia fanfictions (<3), already unhinged (<333), stranger that most other media (+ inherently dealing with some touchy subjects), that’s why the separation. I’m writing what I should have done many years ago so now you will have to deal with me (or not).
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Take my hands. You guys have to read the manga im not playing games with you. That shit has been driving me insane and inspiring me to improve since 2009 you have to read it. We're all here for the fandom around it why not. Why not.
the hetarchive team does a really great job of archiving things, including the games and drama cds, it’s a great resource a lot of fandoms don’t have anymore i highly recommend supporting them (and also using the site!)
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left, had to come back for something, and i saw blue notifs calling me like a moth to a lantern. need to not leave this site open (can't suspend this too frequently w/o the laptop freezing).
back but i forgot how what i need to write went...
left, had to come back for something, and i saw blue notifs calling me like a moth to a lantern. need to not leave this site open (can't suspend this too frequently w/o the laptop freezing).
back but i forgot how what i need to write went...
left, had to come back for something, and i saw blue notifs calling me like a moth to a lantern. need to not leave this site open (can't suspend this too frequently w/o the laptop freezing).
back but i forgot how what i need to write went...
(says while not able to handle all dark fiction. i think is the level of distress or the type or distress, and also i know what's going on and what will happen when i'm the one writing)
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a series of drawings/comics named bad self-shipping (or yume but i'm #old...) that i will never make (unless?):
1- this post
me: who is still a tumblr sexy man ^w^? who is???
gil, gagged and tied to a chair: hhhmmm!! (looks frightened, smirks for a second, then fri
2- me pushing a bloodied gil with my shoe back to his grave with a shovel in hand and/or burying him alive (i am so sure i made a post about this a long time ago. can't find it)
3- me hugging zombie gil so hard that breaks him in half, some of his spine becomes visible while his legs fall. i look surprised for a second and then i keep hugging him like nothing. he starts biting me and i also ignore that. (extra note: alternative idea, lud or erzsi doing this instead of me)
this brought to you by me not getting self-shipping and the closest thing i can imagine when presented with the concept is these, or me being a yandere (i think) and him screaming for help. (wait was also thinking in [controlling] fans that want to get the custody of fictional characters from other fans)
Fran asking Gil if he wants to help him make everybody angry, Gil accepts, remembering a previous conversation, and comments he doesn't think this is only about making others angry. When Ned (Abel, right?) is being interviewed in front of the cameras, Fran and Gil kiss a meter or two behind. Abel turns to see what's happening and says that the two idiots like attention.
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