Life of my own

i look at you and i just love you, and it terrifies me.

Fuck, I really thought you wanted me like I wanted you

What I learned in 2016: 1) you’re allowed to love yourself 2) you might come home from a place and be different but that’s okay because you’ve grown 3) how to let people you don’t need go 4) determination leads to success 5) for people to believe in you, you need to start with believing in yourself 6) it’s okay to love people who don’t love you 7) you don’t need to change, change needs to come to you 8) it’s easier to hate when you’re full of anger and easier to love when you’re full of forgiveness 9) forgiveness was never meant to be easy 10) raw is beautiful 11) your destinations always has been and always will be tomorrow 12) learn to marvel at the cycle of life 13) when it’s difficult to breathe, smile at the stars 14) missing someone is nothing to be ashamed of 15) words hurt but the words you don’t say are even harder to swallow 16) be loyal to yourself 17) it’s okay to make mistakes 18) remember to give yourself a medal for fighting the demons in your mind every day 19) you are free and you are loved 20) YOU CAN DO IT

“Any little thing you do or say to me, makes me happy.”

I can’t deny I want you, I’ll do anything I can to get you. You’re just special and I don’t know what it is about you that makes me feel this way. I just want you to feel as special as you are.