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Went to a party the other day... was really really shy... but I managed to find some people I was comfortable enough to speak to. One person in particular was tying up one of the others I was speaking to. And I was curious to know what being tied up felt like. So I asked. And they said that I could have a turn next after they'd finished showing the other person. It was very interesting and I had a lot of fun with it. First he started with tying my wrists together. (Which admitedly was a little hard to keep still and comfortable, as I'm pre-op top surgery) but they managed to make it work! Made it tight enough to be restrictive but not tight enough to be uncomfortable. He also made sure I was comfortable the entire time, checking in with me every time he switched something up, as he could tell I'm a nervous pup! He also showed me how being tied can be used to control someone, by swinging my arms around a little. And asking before putting my hands over my head...
Ngl I felt really comfortable with that person doing that because theyd asked first and I approved ofc. One of the first times Ive felt comfortable while not being in FULL control of something. I think I like being tied up low key 🫣
After he'd untied me he then offered to do something else by binding my arm / elbow. This was interesting too!! And I feel really curious now about ropes etc. And want to experiment a little 🫣🤔
I Feel like I'll enjoy Ropes and ties etc a little more after topsurgery. When I'm free from my current RESTRAINTS 😤...
As I try to figure out my feelings / get over the shame I feel about likely having a kink 😅 I'm trying go desensitise myself to it by sleeping while wearing them. So I get used for the sensation of gloves on my skin (in a being touched way) and also to stop myself from scratching at my skin, aswell as the feeling of wearing gloves too. I feel very deep rooted shame about it... but I do truely enjoy the comfortable discomfort it gives me. And I REALLY love the silky softness of the gloves themselves 😭
I'm trying so hard to wrap my head around it being okay and not perverted or gross to enjoy wearing and playing with gloves but its hard to rewire your brain when there's trauma and such a complex root system of self hatred and self sabotage. And feelings of self disgust etc. I managed to tell a few people Irl tho... and thats a bug step. Still cant wear them around people without the need to over specify why I need to wear them. Like needing to have a reason to wear them. Even though sometimes there isnt sometimes I just like the feeling of gloves on my hands or gloves touching me 🤷♂️
Idk I'm trying and its a massive uphill battle but I'm making this post in case someone might need to read it and feel less alone 🤷♂️ because I know for a fact that i feel quite alone in this experience and its scary and hard 😭
i get so turned on by gloves it's kind of embarrassing. like i see nitrile or latex and my mouth starts watering involuntarily. when i put on my own gloves i just kinda stare at my own hands a little. gloves <3
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Injecting hrt for someone can be as intimate or as clinical as you like which makes it a great pre-test activity. There's the build-up where they get comfortable and you draw up their medication. Then the sterilization process where you carefully trace the alcohol pad in a widening circle. Then the actual injection where you can either be clinically distant or you can focus on reassurance or telling them how good they are. After that you put a bandage on the site and it's time to do whatever tests you want.
The scientist lets go of you, and beggins writing down the measurements they just took of your protruding Canine tooth.
"Not the longest lycan tooth recorded, but pretty impressive for someone of around your age." They say as they keep taking notes on your slight changes in transformation.
"Speaking of, could I get that DOB of yours now? It seems my team found a lot of information on you but never actually secured your DOB for me." They state and quickly slip their gloves off before dispensing some sanitiser into their hands and rubbing it over their hands, before grabbing another pair. Now that they'd touched the pen, paper and measuring tape these gloves were now contaminated.
You watch and just take a few breaths to try calm yourself down a little. "Good and I'm not telling you shit! Until you tell me how the hell I got here and what the fuck you plan is." You bark back.
They begin to stretch their gloves on as you speak. Your stomach sinks a little and you gulp, knowing that means they're preparing for something.
"Well first I'll be taking a sample of your blood, to test how tough those red blood cells of yours are. To compare with out other samples. Ideally we're working towards finding out how lycans like yourself heal so quickly so we can replicate something similar to lycanthropy without the... let's say... side affects."
You take a second to process what she just said, and start a whole chain reaction of thoughts in your head.
"- till we can figure out weather-" you're not listening to any of it at this point, starting to spiral, realising you're not the only one here, and not the only one being tested on. You realise this is because of your lycanthropy and that this is why they've got you restrained. With likely stronger than the standard equipment. Which also explains why you can't seem to get away. They needed a sample of your blood which explains why your arms were still partially free earlier, but in ideal position for taking a sample now. You're mid spiral when you feel them put a gloved finger under your chin, which snaps you out of it and startles you a little. They turn your chin to look at them then pull the little work station on wheels closer.
"So first you ask me to explain, then you don't listen to any of it. Do you want an explanation or not?" They say and get a new alcohol wipe and begin to wipe the crease of your arm again, which is cold and wet.
You growl a little realising they caught you off guard and touched your face again. You clench your clawed fists which dig into your palms slightly. They're looking away as they begin preparing a needle and some tubes for samples and turn back. "Look at you getting your veins all ready for me, what a good boy." they say and feel around your inner arm for a vein then uncap the needle when they've found a good one. And you snarl a little louder realising what they're doing. "Just a little pinch" they say as they bring the needle over and take aim, holding your arm still and swiftly jabbing it into the vein first shot. You feel a little sting and start yanking your arm back trying to pull away, not wanting to let them attach the sample tubes. "Relax you big baby. This is nothing!" They say and attach a tube and take a couple vials of your blood then put a cotton ball over the spot and pull the needle out, your arm heals almost instantly and they just holds the cotton ball for a second and puts the needle in the sharps disposal with their other hand. They lift the cotton ball to check its healed then put that in the bin before gently swirling the vials. "See already healed. That wasn't so bad, was it?" They say and give you a gentle tap on the cheek just to tease you. You snap your neck around to bite, but they're already walking off and printing some stickers to label the vials.
"Since you're so stubborn. Ill just have to approximate your age using your blood sample." They say and type onto a computer for a couple of moments. Then turn around and stick the stickers to the vials they just collected.
"Right that's all for now. Can't do anything else till I have more information. Someone will be in to take you to your room in a couple minutes, until then just lay back and relax for me alright?" They say and grab their notes, a document from the printer and your bloods form, before stapling them together and heading out.
You hear them bleep their key-card to get out, wait a second or so then start to thrash around trying to break out again, to no avail.
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Ty for your patience with me! =3 I'm enjoying writing this little story =]
Medical play can seem very intimidating at first, but it doesn’t need to be scary… not unless you want it to be. I can just start with a gentle examination… softly rubbing and massaging parts of your body with my gloved hands… seeing how different parts of you react to touch… having you lay down on a nice comfortable exam table while I look at you… softly talking to you about my discoveries and telling you how nice your body is… 🖤
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Really feeling like I want some hot doctor / scientist to come and play with me. Maybe some gloved up snuggles. Maybe some some rubs all over, maybe come kisses on my forehead and him softly whispering how much of a good boy Im being. 🥰🐾
Thinking about ownership in a softer way.. having cute little pets in revealing outfits and a collar lounging around my house… kissing and cuddling with each other while they wait for me to get home. Cooking beautiful meals for them every day so they never have to work at all… making sure I always have their favorite snacks and treats stocked up in our pantry. Taking care of them nightly with special skincare treatments and milk baths to keep their skin pretty and soft… brushing and braiding their hair before they go to sleep… it’s truly the dream 🖤
I reach down to ruffle your fur with my gloved hand. It is cool and has a unique texture against your skin. I continue to pet you while making sure you haven't gotten any ticks or other parasites during your latest walk. It's important to make sure pups stay safe from disease.
I take a look at your eyes to make sure you haven't gotten any debris in them. They look like beautiful glossy marbles in their sockets. I move downward on your muzzle and check your teeth. They're well maintained as always, sharp and glistening.
I give you a final ruffle before handing you back to the assistant. You've been good today and will receive a treat when you return to your kennel. I make some notes on my clipboard about your current condition before you leave the room. I tell you that you're a good dog.
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i get so turned on by gloves it's kind of embarrassing. like i see nitrile or latex and my mouth starts watering involuntarily. when i put on my own gloves i just kinda stare at my own hands a little. gloves <3