XxSarahxX

I want you to miss me. I want you to look for my face in the crowd. I want you to hear other people’s laugh and find out you only wanna hear mine because you find it beautiful. I want you to be able to look into other people’s eyes and realize its mine you find most captivating. I want you to smile half heartedly because you’d wish i was there with you. I want you to feel lonely inside. I want your heart to ache. I want you to feel sad whenever you think about us. I want you to feel that you can never replace me in your life. I want you to feel numb and stupid inside. I want you to feel all kinds of things; things you made me feel when you left. Things i still feel up to now. And when you do, i want the impact to be hard, so hard that it’ll break you. Oh god i hope it breaks you to a million pieces.

when i see the word tender it’s just a word

I’ve always hated the feeling of wanting to go home even when I was physically where home was supposed to be. I finally found home, I just had to learn that home isn’t a place, it’s a person who loves you, who is always there for you, who will never leave.