Unspoken Words

Sometimes I do blame myself for wanting something so badly without thinking now I got to feel doubts and regret why I wanted this.

And all of a sudden everything was change. A better change.

I have to ignore the feeling when it bothers me to ignore you.

I don’t know what the future holds, but I want it to be you.

Reminds me of how sweet good nights were way back then.

And again, I found myself smiling over our guff conversation.

Years have past but you still make my heart skip a beat love.

Know that you are my safe place.

I want you to know that I’m happy for our little conversations even for once in awhile.

I hope you’re dreaming of me.

I love you, and I will always.

That was the warmth that I am looking for, the warmth that I miss so much, your warmth and yours only. 💛

While we we’re sitting on the back seat of the car, as we got closer to each other and God knows I’m feeling your warmth. The same warmth I felt years ago, the type of warmth that I wanted to feel again. That’s how much I miss you.

I hope that you have the idea of me thinking about you every night before I go to sleep. How much I recall some memories way back 7 years ago. I know it’s already too long but yes, I’ve been drowned that long and still hopes that one day we’ll grow old together.

Another night to think about you.