Just things I like

(This post was in limbo for a while.) Tried to have a conversation with you and it started to backfire. I can't talk to someone who won't listen, but yet I still try.. I seriously need to figure this out.

All this time, all this pain, and I still choose you. I wish you could do the same.

Maybe I should let you go. But I can never fully commit to that decision. In my mind, I have already fully committed to you.

I must undo that. I must never commit to someone who cannot commit to me. I must commit to myself before I can ever expect someone else to. I've known this. I've known so many things and seem to forget them in the sight of possibility. I have to consciously change that now. Every day I must remind myself.

That's how long it's been since you've contacted me.

You can update Facebook, but can't text me, call me, or speak to me.

And just like one who's had too many sweets

You became sick of me

How cruel of this world to allow me to want something so toxic.