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Life wasn’t perfect, whose life ever is, but I couldn’t help feeling giddy. How lucky was I to have met such an interesting person despite how antisocial I was being. Plus the icing on the cake; he replied back to my messages fast, was into cartoons, wasn’t an asshole, and was also somewhat awkward.

It was simply lovely, and I felt completely comfortable when chatting. Coming to Korea, I’d already learned from the last few douchebags that personality was the golden key to happiness, and not to compromise myself.

I didn’t want any more guys around me who didn’t treat me like an actual person; who left me feeling like the whole female population was better than me, and that they were doing me a favor by acknowledging me.

  I didn’t get that vibe from Z though. He just seemed like a down to earth cool dude. So as my crush grew, I tried to be interesting, and crack a lot of jokes.....and when I had the chance to see him again in person…well I jumped all over that shit, faster than a crack dealer to a baking soda give away.

Turns out despite how almost nonexistent my friend circle was we had a lot of mutual friends, who would have guessed?

 The weekend came; I hopped on a bus looking forward to seeing my friends, and also my crush. I wondered what seeing him in person would be like this time around now that we’d been chatting.  All I could think was, “please lord don’t let me do or say anything stupid”.

......To be continued