My determination, my relentless effort to survive, giving it my all, striving to make it. What was my motivation for it all? Ian. Why did I rise each morning, even as my car gradually became unlivable? Ian. What drove me to persist despite the overwhelming challenges I faced? Ian. What was it that I, a person with nothing, someone who had absolutely nothing to lose, valued the most? More than my own existence? Ian. What was essential for my survival? To find an escape from this situation that didn’t go against my own values? Ian. What did Ian require to thrive, and to genuinely achieve a life better than the one he had been leading? Even if it took a wakeup call? Me.
I love you. Always. No matter what happens.






















