Fuck This

What hurts the most is having to pretend that none of this hurts at all.

I would’ve given everything for you to fall in love with every single part of me. Without hesitation. No reservations. Unconditionally. I wished you loved me just like how I loved you. But instead you broke my heart and now I’m mending it by falling in love with every piece of myself.

So basically I’m lonely as shit and falling for a guy who is impossible to read.

I wish I could do it all over again, completely different. But I can’t. I’m just going to have to accept it and move on.

You were the closest thing I ever had to love.

I wasn’t enough. What could I give him besides love? It just wasn’t enough.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

I’d tell you how much I miss you, but you wouldn’t understand.

it’s 11:11 and for the first time in 6 months, my wish isn’t for you to love me, it’s for me to stop loving you

‘What if he runs off? What if he finds another girl he starts to like?’ She smiled and placed a hand on hers. 'Trust in his loyalty. If he respects and values you, he won’t do anything like that. And if he does, you have the choice to stay or to leave.’

Saying that I will always love you is something real. It’s saying that you will always have a place somewhere in my heart. It’s saying that you will always be a happy memory. It’s saying that my mind will somehow be always thinking of you. That you, will always be my true love.

I don’t know why I care so much when you clearly don’t.

I’ll let you go then