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bitchy to the point of saying "i hope all of your joints subluxate and never go back" as an insult to non-hypermobile people

i hate being sick. i hate not being able to breathe. i hate when my eyes tear up every two minutes. i hate that i'm so dependent on other people when i have a fucking flu that shouldn't affect me this much. i hate that i can't process things. i hate that i can't hear properly. i hate that my mobility is decreasing. i hate that i can't sit up without fainting. i. hate. being. sick. while being disabled.

i seriously hate it when (neurotypical) people need an in-depth explanation for everything instead of just accepting what i say as it is... because why do i need to explain to you why i feel uncomfortable in social situations?? can't you just say okay and move on?? or try to understand without me having to feel uncomfortable explaining something that already makes me uncomfortable?? obviously not everyone is like that, but i come across those people a lot. and it annoys me. so fucking bad.

i can physically feel my shoulders and collarbones just slightly out of place but not enough to crack them back. im so close to starting a riot. /j

does anyone have any statistic proof of the negative side effects to using a cane? im currently arguing with my mom about getting one and she insists i'll start walking funny / crooked. should i wait for a doctors suggestion or just get one anyway?

being allergic to your own tears hits different

im in so much pain i need to cry and shout and punch something but at the same time im in so much pain im physically unable to cry and shout and punch something

i have two weeks of school left what the hell then i have a horse riding camp for a week and TWO MONTHS TO MYSELF??`sounds like heaven.. i can just stay inside with the ac on and eat ice cream every day so that i dont melt into a puddle