being strong

I know you never loved me the same.

how could i let you go if you gave me so much to remember

I think about you everyday, and I dream about you more than I should. You'll never know, how much I adore you.

Thank you for making my heart smile, even if it was only for a while.

The leap wasn't something that I had planned, but I'm really hoping that I land.

I was in my bed alone missing him while he was inside another girl. Touching her everywhere. While she was touching him. Holding him. When he was supposed to be mine. Holding her face and kissing her. Holding her legs up. Asking if she liked it. While I was so fucking madly in love with him.

Now you have to choose yourself I know your heart is as big as a castle so you always put others before yourself but now the time and situation both wants you to live for yourself, listen to your heart love yourself.