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no dni; mu is incluspunk(link), syscopunk(link), believes in fellowship(link) and is discourse-avoidant. the block button is mur best friend! ^_^

taglist: @radiomogai @io-archival @bloodifang @hisstrionic @vampitsm @emonsicine @acronym-chaos @emailmeurheart @angelomour @sevvys @inknoidd @qaivan

omega☻/omegasmiley

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a term underneath x☻/xsmiley(link) for when you identify as an omega or connect to omegahood in a taunting, obtrusive, and offputting way.

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Somneque: A gender related to being both a knight and a prince and being sleepy. May also be related to or have characteristics of nighttime, moonlight, stars, clouds, sleeping, dreams, avoiding one's duties, soft textures, and shades of blue and purple.

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culture - how does your culture influence your identity, if at all?

rou (mu/mur): lots n lots n lots. vietnamese n grew up a part of the vietnamese diaspora in the u.s.; not a lot to say other than a lot of alienization and disconnect between mu and mur peers. perceptions of self identity is lots different because of how it's been influenced by mur culture (like feelings about being a boy and familial roles). mu is a boy in a way that's affected by being the em of the family, the youngest cousin, but is simultaneously a chị to mur younger family members. but, at the same time, because mu is american mu struggles with like... seeing murself as fully vietnamese despite the fact that both of mur parents are viet. it's kind of like a struggle between mu is "too american" to be vietnamese but "too vietnamese" to be american. but, mu is visibly asian so... mu doesn't really have a choice but to embrace the fact that mu's vietnamese. acting more 'white' just feels off; people look at mu funny no matter what. honestly, mu did want to be paler and more white when mu was younger. that desire for what seemed to be the beauty standard still affects mu today. mu was a kindergartener thinking mu was ugly because mu was 'too dark.' but, mu loves being vietnamese now and is re-learning mur roots. mu's also learning how to speak and write and read viet ^_^ yay ^_^

seb (he/him/any): "i'm polish. [...] uh, i don't like poland. [...] my parents seem to take a bit of pride in being polish, which i don't see why. i don't see why people care so much about... other people who have the same 'blood.' [...] my mother seems to take great pride in poland, or what it used to be, but she also talks about how much people forget about poland and how much we've done for everyone else but we still seem to be forgotten. poland also doesn't really have the best justice system. [...] it also doesn't really have the most funded hospitals which forces hospitals to work with a little amount of staff with a little amount of everything, which leads to bad scenarios - which i've personally experienced. [...] i didn't live in poland so, [it doesn't really affect my identity]. ["you are... an immigrant to germany, do you think that affected your identity at all?" -rou]. not really. i think what has mostly shaped me has been the internet and my access to it."

caelan's addition will be added in a reblog because caelan managed to hit the character limit with caelan's addition alone

gender-averse☻/gender-aversesmiley

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a term underneath x☻/xsmiley(link) for when you identify as gender-averse(link) or connect to gender-averseness in a taunting, obtrusive, and offputting way.

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[pt: mogai abcs(link) - day two. end pt.]

body - what's your relationship to your body? how does it affect how you identify?

rou (mu/mur): mu's body is that of a canine ... sumtimes mu is humanoid but never a human body. the body people perceive is different from mu's. mu experiences a heavy disconnect between murself and how other people perceive mu because mu is a physical canithrope and forgets often that not everyone can see that >_< the body doesn't fully match how mu looks, but, it's still the body of a canine's because i'm a canine. mu still plans to get top surgery n go on testosterone though so it can match how mu looks better :]

seb (he/him/any): "a method of transportation or feeling the world around me. i experience through touch, i experience through others. [...] uh... yeah. it can affect my ego and stuff with how my body looks, but i can't understand why people would treat as an item of something holy or something higher than yourself. you use it as a tool. some people ask 'are you the body or the brain' but i think it doesn't matter, you use things all the same."

caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): "um. this is actually.. oh, this is actually one of my favorite questions to answer. um, unironically it doesn't. um, myself and the other common fronters in my system- er, headspace? yeah i think the word headspace is better. um, we all treat it just like.. a meatsuit. each of us have different ways of controlling it, but it doesn't really affect the way we identify with ourselves. um... [...] i mean, yeah, no, we... just kind of treat it like a.. [...] the medium that we use to interact with the world and, like, rou and all of you."

[pt: mogai abcs(link) - day one. end pt.]

note: mu will be answering these with mur mate sebby and mur girlfriend caecae!!! for yaysies :3

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alterhumanity - are you alterhuman? how does this affect your life and identity?

rou (mu/mur): yep yep yep!!! mu is a canine holothere and makoto edamura holoficto ^_^ alongside gorou and razor and a few others ... but yeah!!! the first 2 are the ones that usually play a part in mur identity the most. mu is nothing if not a dog and has been since mu was little to be honest! mu doesn't really get dysphoria about being a canine because mu is one physically but mu does get dysphoric about not being perceived as meaself(link). it affects mu's life and identity in that mu is trying to get into a lot of the stuff that mu was into in mur meaverse and work towards "transitioning" towards mur holoficto ids :D

seb (he/him/any): "i'm not necessarily the doorman nor am i a dragonkin nor am i any of those other things, but i really like the idea of those things. it's not that i am those things, but i like the idea of acting those things, but i wouldn't like being those things permanently; well, i would for some of them but specifically, if i had the ability of a shapeshifter in this body, i would probably switch between them every once in a while. it's a neat idea to be able to embody the concepts that you like - or, what do you call it, assign yourself with? ["see yourself as?" -rou] see yourself as." (while he doesn't use the label alterhuman for himself, he's unlabeled as a whole and mu wouldn't count his experiences as being completely 'human' as most people mu knows wouldn't share this experience).

caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): "yes. (she's nekomatakin) the way that that affects my daily life is that a lot of it. [...] well first of all, it actively affects how i perceive myself. i tend to have to think that technically, i am human and group myself with other people - because otherwise when i'm talking to people, i'm like, "ugh what a gross human thing..." um. i also - don't know if this is directly alterhuman (i told her it can be) - but i constantly tend to have phantom sensations of limbs, of like, my tails and ears and like my feet are the wrong shape - like paws instead of what they actually are - and it tends to affect how i balance and how i move in general. i tend to rely on my tails for balance and then fall because the body, in fact, doesn't have tails. that said, the therian gear i got has the right weight and it's helped a little bit with that. so i tend to wear that a lot. um... it's also a little weird when i think about my memories - both the few i've inherited from my predecessor/the person i split from and my source memories because i very clearly remember times where i wasn't a nekomata."

genderless☻/genderlesssmiley

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a term underneath x☻/xsmiley(link) for when you identify as genderless or connect to genderlessness in a taunting, obtrusive, and offputting way.

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aqualitine☻/aqualitinesmiley

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a term underneath x☻/xsmiley(link) for when you identify as aqualitine(link) or connect to aqualitinity in a taunting, obtrusive, and offputting way.

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