#from fable

rattyteenageboyic

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a gender related to, affected by, characterized by, or that simply is, a ratty teenage boy.

for day 1 @rabidbatboy's mogai mischief event(link): a term based on your person’s blog/account. overall vibe, theme, aesthetics etc.

tags

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vaelitase

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a term to describe something that is between fiction and reality. this can apply to a source, a kin/id/self, an x/o(link), or whatever the user may feel this applies to. other terminology is listed below.

noun form: vaelitas

source alternative: vaeliverse

selfship alternative: vaeliship

f/o alternative: v/o (vaelitase other)

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Peak!!!

anon i've BEEN into deadlock

[pt: mogai abcs(link) - day fifteen. end pt.]

orientation - talk about your orientation/attraction! what is it? does it feel or work a certain way?

rou (mu/mur): aromanticism for the win 🔥 ok but otherwise mu is softgestiyn(link), aemotional(link) and primarily experience lunaic attraction(link) to most people. mu'd describe mur "main" attraction as being cohadris attraction(link), but mu's also offallocohadris(link). mostly mur attraction and how it's experienced is heavily impacted by mur neurodivergence and emotional disconnect because mu has trouble being considerate towards and understanding how other people feel. mu mostly tries to avoid having relationships because of mur lack of attraction too.

seb (he/him/any): "i like my boyfriend."

caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): Im hypersexual, but im polypan, partially due to the fact that i cant feel romantic love, and the kinds of attraction i do feel is kinda just somewhere between how well our vibes mesh and just how interesting they are and personality and dreams, I cant work with people who cant dream of a future for themselves, idk, its a mess of different kinds of attraction & love and theres not much i can do about that. Im not sure what more i can say i suppose my attraction is in a found family sense, im ever growing and when i meet people my profound desire to throw them into my orbit and regardless of how distant they land keep them and show them all i can possibly offer

[pt: mogai abcs(link) - day fourteen. end pt.]

neurodivergence - are you neurodivergent? how does your neurodivergence or mental health affect your identity?

rou (mu/mur): yeees. many thangs. mostly mu only really divulges that mu is cluster c and schizospec. and anxious. really anxious. it affects mu so strongly that mu is anxilear(link)enles(link) and is planning on making neoumbrellas related to persodivergence 💥 mu can't be anything without also being delusional and anxious and everything mu is is impacted by mu being delusional. not super duper comfortable divulging everything though

seb (he/him/any): N/A <- doesn't consider himself neurodivergent

caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): besides being an alter in a system? honestly I don't fully keep track of all the ways im neurodivergent, I'm pretty far on the AuDHD spectrum, and because of that I don't experience time at all, I'm also hyperactive and super dedicated to my special interests, my lifes' dedication is to learning everything, and my special interests just happen to be the things I learn first, and they join what I can best describe as my trophy shelf, and I love whenever I get the chance to add to them (either new content), or get to pull them down and share the knowledge with others, I HATE sameness, I know a lot of my other headmates can get upset by disruptions and have anxiety about it, and I suppose I do too, but for me that anxiety just gets me more hyper and excited and I'll be damned if I don't have more of it! I process information hundreds or maybe even thousands of times faster than "normal" people, and its incredible for my special interests and learning but it causes people to not really take me seriously sometimes, and is one of the few things that make it harder for people to understand my emotions, minor note but hyperinteligence is recognized as a side effect of my ADHD, and part of that actually leads to a problem in how people view me because some people only like me for what i know, another thing I experience is that I directly feel the emotions of others when i talk to them (yes even in Voice calls, and sometimes even over text), and people don't usually like when i point out emotions they're trying to hide, or don't understand themselves (I was trained from a young age to be able to dissect, identify and understand every possible emotion separately and what they mean together), and they drown out my own emotions so much that a lot of times I can't feel them and need time to myself, but the problem is that I can't be alone, if its too quiet or im alone for too long i start to lose my mind completely, I also have genetic homicidal tendencies, under stress I have desires to hurt others instead of myself, and even hallucinate it. but I'm good at controlling them. I also internalize all of my hatred, any time i develop hate for something someone did to me, i redirect it inward and hold it and don't let it out, and it hurts so bad and dulls my eyes but its a part of me and helps me to give positivity back to the world and do the things I want

[pt: mogai abcs(link) - day thirteen. end pt.]

modality - what's your relationship to gender modality - trans, cis, iso, amodal, etc?

rem (mu/mur): not suuuper sure what this question means? or how to answer it? but 'm trans and id as such because i don't id as the gender people perceive me to have/that i'm expected to have. but rou also ids as cisgenderless too. generally mu considers murself trans-, cis- and isogenderless all at the same time because mu is transitioning towards being seen as genderless but has always been genderless.

seb (he/him/any): "i don't really have a relationship with it. if we answer it the way rem interpreted it, then i'm cis."

caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): I don't have a good answer, I was a (cis)girl then I spent ages just being a ghost, and it didn't really matter, and I just got comfortable being me, Chara, the concept of gender stopped mattering to me because I was a ghost, a narrator, and I was me, and that didn't really change, even after clover joined the ghost party, we were just ghosts together, the rest didn't matter till frisk, thats when I suddenly started being referred to again, and being represented again, It was strange after so long, but it was nice too, but even then I didn't drift back to fully being girl ever, I was mostly only referred to by my name, and on the rare occasion pronouns ever came up for me, it fluctuated between they and she, and that was fine by me. Then I ended up here in this system/this world, and my introduction to this place was painful and I don't wanna get into it, but as i started to adjust, i was so stressed, I was given the equivalent of a children's picture book and a half charred chapter book, on this body's life and I did my best to adjust, meanwhile people kept calling me he, him, boy, and I hated it I hated it I hated it, it felt absolutely awful, but thats how this body was being percieved, and so in this world a large part of my identity is being trans, and being perceived as a girl, and transitioning towards that, because well, at least physically, thats what I desire, but if im honest, in my soul I still consider myself something close to gendervoid, referred to in name only. So I consider myself a Demigirl these days, and before you ask; I have no clue whats wrong with me

hatman (any): "i mean i... the thing is i just don't really care. like, if i am cis or not. i mean, i'm just there man. you guys can... yeah, if i look like a guy then yeah i'm a guy, sure. i don't really give a shit. i'll just talk to people."