crawl on your knees to me

"it isn't that simple, things are still messy." they always were with his ex. the two of them broke up and got back together more than he cared to admit. a shake of his head as he sat at the edge of the bed, elbows digging into his knees, chin resting in the palms of his hands. "i don't want to feel miserable." a shake of his head, looking at her. "this was great, best night i've had in a long time, i just, we can't tell her about this, not for now at least."

"still your ex doesn't have to know i even exist." they have been playing this game for so long. dani moved closer to him, moving his arms away to settle herself right in the middle, straddling his lap. "i'm not here to make you feel miserable, babe. i love this, i love us. all i want is you, maybe i'm just impatient." she says, palms cradling his face, thumbs caressing his upper cheeks. "fine, we won't tell her. we'll tell her whenever you're ready. it won't make me want you any less if you don't tell her. however, i won't want to live like this forever." she says catching his lips like she's done so many times before. "a life with you would be nice."

when she grabbed him at the front of his shirt, she's quick to allow his arms to slink around her hips, holding trudy against him. he bites into his lower lips and then he shrugs about being obvious. " i could have said something, but you were so set on it just being fun. didn't wanna ruin the fun and risk losing this, " logan admits as he looks into her eyes, tongue working over his lower lip, her mention of being the only one in the front of his mind. " trudy, you've been the only one for a long time. you've always been the only one, " he admits with a smile, before he's starting to lean down towards her. he presses his lips into hers, kissing her deeply as one hand slips down to grab at her ass.

"that's moved past us, there's nothing to ruin now or risk it anymore." she says, fingers threading themselves within brunette strands, leaning to kiss him properly, pressing herself more against him. for once she felt special but for how long? normally sweet guys were rare in her life, there as the growing concern that perhaps after awhile logan might get bored of her, toss her aside just like all the guys she dated in the past. "i believe you logan, but i'll admit that at the same time i can't." when his lips pressed against her glossy lips, deepening it further, fingers continued to brush along his scalp, breaking the kiss and revealing a smile. "just a gentle reminder, you are mine now. i hope you are able to handle all of me, i'm not easy to manage."

when he kissed her, it was all consuming. there was no hint of the shy nature she'd remember him by, but instead, with the liberty of a man who knew it was better to take from the world than to give. a crash of passion, his tongue grazing against her lower lip to seek entrance beyond. the hand on her hip moved upwards, raking trimmed nails across the exposed strips of her back through the dress. fingers fell in her hair, tangling as he pushed her closer, eliminating any space to wrap him up within him.

removing her hands from his hair, his tangled in hers just seconds later, not resisting the urge to give a roll of her hips agonizingly slow. chasing his mouth as if she was deprived from water. in the thick of it all, her fingers reached for the hem of his shirt, wanting to pull it off. legs straddled his mid section after, dress riding up her thighs exposing more of her skin there. “fuck me like you hate me.” she says between the kiss, drunk with lust and a fire that settled and bursted into flames, for a third time. this was when trudy thought, he should’ve said good-bye but she fell, straight into the arms of danger itself; she wouldn’t have it any other way.

a sigh leaves her lips and then she rolls her eyes as she looks away from him, towards the man he was trying to push her too. sylvia returns her gaze to him and she's blushing as she responds next. " are you fucking with me right now? noah, it's you. i don't want to date him, because i'm holding out hope that you want me instead. "

"sorry." he says with laughter leaving his lips. "yeah i was fucking with you, had to hear you say it -- can't be going off assumptions." looking at her with with a smile on his lips. "adding to that." he steps close to her. "i would probably worked my magic to get you not to date him anyways. of course, i have always wanted you. why didn't you ever say anything? we coudl've avoided all this push and pull."

koji was not the one fooling around behind his girlfriend’s back, not the one who should feel bad about this — so he didn’t. a guilty conscience was for someone with better morals than he did, and he mostly only ever cared about himself his entire life. “that’s funny — i also don’t know what it is you want me to do.” koji answered with a scoff, the smirk hanging on his lips both amused and just a little irritated. “what is it, ruy? you want me to force you to make a decision? or do you just want me to keep watching you struggle between what your heart wants and what you think you should want?” his hand remained steady over ruy’s chest — and ruy was right, he  could feel every fastened beat fully and knew that it was all because of him. “isn’t life too short to deny yourself what you really want?” he asked, not so much as a challenge, but it was simply stated as a fact.

ruy wanted what he couldn’t have, a story of his life. his girlfriend had been the sweetest, loved all the good and bad parts of himself. It got serious too quick. the love was there until it floated away, effortlessly. he did love her still but not in the way someone would love a partner you’d want to spent forever with. koji changed that, sometimes he didn’t know what to do with these feelings that got worse and worse. “you wouldn’t force me to do anything. That I know. I wish it was easy telling my current girlfriend, hey I don’t love you anymore because I’m in love with another. So yes, it’s a struggle because that’s the last thing I’d want to do, is hurt anyone.” koji is right about one thing, life is too short. "yeah, i want you -- i have been for awhile. there i said it, now the only thing stopping me is the hard part." he already had one foot out the door. "as stupid as this might sound, just kiss me, maybe a kiss will solve my hesitation."

her   hand   rested   on   the   back   of   callan’s   neck   when   he   touched   her   chest.   she   tried   to   hold   back   a   moan   of   pleasure,   but   it   slipped   out,   the   alcohol   lowering   her   inhibitions.   she   would   have   to   trust   that   he   had   her.   that   he   wouldn’t   let   her   embarrass   herself   or   her   family.   “i   drove   everyone   crazy   then.”   seraphina   gave   him   a   look,   knowing   exactly   what   he   wanted.   she   exhaled   when   the   zipper   began   to   move   down   and   rested   her   forehead   on   his.   “callan   …   what   are   we   doing?”   she   whispered   with   a   chuckle.   “i’m   so   trashed.   you’ll   have   to   carry   me   out   of   here   after.”   her   heart   raced   at   the   air   on   her   exposed   skin.   she   wanted   him   so   badly.   right   there.   “bambino.”   seraphina   whispered   affectionately,   caressing   his   cheek. 

a small tidbit of jealousy formed within him, something he’s been trying to work on. the fact that not only she drove him crazy but he also has to worry about everyone else. callan has seen first hand how all the men looked at her, as if she wore a juicy piece of meat. he didn’t want to think about those men or their sick fascination on his girl. he rather concentrated on this moment, having her all to himself while her family and everyone else enjoyed the night. his hand touched her soft skin, running the pads of his fingers along her spine. resting their foreheads against one another. “what I’ve been fighting all night.” however, her words had him release a quick sigh. “I’ll carry you as long as you stay at my place tonight?” he says kissing her again. "if you haven't realized how you drive me borderline insane, in all the right ways. can't help but want you anywhere, everywhere."

adeya rolled her eyes but the grin remained on her face. " oh you think you're gonna get this ass that quickly when you can barely reply to my texts ?" she questioned. though aware she was just the side chick , she liked playing pretend. " you're on some ... probation type shit now." // @gctfuked

feisty yet plays hard to get, it wasn’t like he was ignoring her texts one could blame work and other shenanigans but she wasn’t the type to listen to any bullshit of his. “fuck yeah I can, I’ve done it before. you can give me attitude eventually I’ll get you on your knees.” reaching for her waist, her petite frame pinned against him, her chest collided against his. “don’t be upset baby girl..” he cooed, one hand slipping down her hips until he grabbed a good chunk of her ass. face close to hers, breath ghosting her pretty glossy brims. “you should know I break all my probations you give me. that shit don't exist for me. so, are you going to ride this dick or not ? ”

nearly   chokes   on   her   next   sip   of   water   ,   brows   lifting   with   incredulous   amusement   as   he   offers   such blunt   opportunities   .   ❝  it's   so   early   on   they're   still   making   our   drinks   ,   &   you're   talking   about   fucking   in   an   elevator   ?   ❞   far   more   bold   than   most   who   have   attempted   to   court   her   ,   a   change   of   pace   impossible   to   pretend   doesn't   send   a   thrilled   shiver   splintering   throughout   her   frame   .   leans   forward   in   her   own   seat   ,   slender   forelimbs   folding   atop   the   table   as   intrigued   visage   tilts   curiously   .   ❝  what   makes   you   think   i'm   even   that   kind   of   girl   ?   ❞   timbre   coy   ,   almost   inviting   .   ❝  i   could   be   a   straight laced   angel   ,   for   all   you   know   .   ❞

trying to strike up conversation with his almost dry humor, laughter erupts from him seeing her choke on water. “hey, it’s not my first time.” he says with a shrug, did he think he’ll get anything leading to sex tonight, not really. though he’s lived a pretty adventurous life, shrugging his shoulders again. his piercing blue eyes stared at her hard. “that’s something all the ladies say, unless you prove me otherwise. You know, I love cracking pretty angels like you — it’s interesting how far they’re willing to go.” until they fall. "tell me, what do you expect out of this date ? if you don't want to lay down with the devil."

" if you want to fuck me... " his eyes dipped from hers, a clear drag to her lips, tracing the outline mentally of their shape. some things really hadn't changed, in all these years. fucking trudy estevez constanza was yet again, occupying far too much space in raleigh's mind for comfort. infiltrating like smoke through his lungs, a drug that promised paradise. just like then, too; raleigh was powerless against it. " then just say so. i want to hear you say it. " he brought those cloudless sky eyes to her molasses gaze. " say you want to fuck me. "

"i want to fuck you, rals."

luca was known to be a shameless and dangerous man who never gave second chances. ruthless, yet devoted to his craft — he pinned her more against the wall, making sure she felt the hard surface against her spine. “I know. and they sent the lamb to do the dirty work. still can’t even pull the trigger to kill your target, amateur skills.” luca wasn’t angry, he wasn’t even impressed. having this be her third attempt to murdering him on contract was predictable enough, she’ll be back again and again. “I wasn’t hiding, however, I have to make it difficult for you to find me.” A chuckle left his lips. “I think you got it confused, it’s you who's missed me.” letting her go, luca had no desire to pick a fight with her. picking up the gun off the floor, handing right back with an empty magazine. "who gave you the contract? just curious."

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   a  huff  a  air  was  pushed  from  his  nostrils  while  gaze  flickered  with  layered  hold,  “  no  it  shouldn’t  be  —  but  you  want  it  on  your  own  time.  “  he  a͟i͟m͟e͟d͟ ͟ f͟o͟r͟ ͟ h͟i͟s͟ ͟ a͟t͟t͟e͟n͟t͟i͟o͟n͟  to  be  vindicated  when  it  came  to  paris,  though  an  obstacle  became  evident  at  every  the  rise.  “  fate  has  a  funny  way  of  showing  you  things,  doesn’t  it?  like  every  time  we  try  it's  like  this  cosmic  pull  comes  out  of  no  where.  “

brows furrowed together hearing his words, a chuckle slipping past her soft brims. “I drop whatever I have to make room for you, despite our schedules conflicting I still make sure to spent time with you.” which is true but that gets ignored. “tell me what do you want from me then? Or us? because it seems i'm the problem, according to you."

she knew she'd get her way, she always did she with him. a pout on her lips as she looked at him with big doe like eyes only until he agrees, a wide smile immediately perking up. "i knew you'd agree you're literally the best babes, love you." she stepped up on her tie-toes, still barely able to reach his cheek, placing a kiss on it immediately. "they're coming into town next week and they're staying at my perfect sisters house out of town, so maybe we can drive up on friday? get a hotel the night before and then we meet them on saturday?" laughter immediately leaves her, a shake of her head. "you want me to play psycho?" it wouldn't have been the first time. she took a step forward, grabbing his phone from his pocket, dialing the most recent series of number back. "hey why are you calling my man?" an immediate shift of her voice, more catty. "can't you take a hint, he doesn't want your boring ass? come on you really think he'd want anyone other than me, next time you call him, let's just say you'll see exactly why i have him whipped." she immediately hung up the phone handing it back to him with innocent eyes

"who could refuse your pouts, a card you tend to pull out your pocket every time." a grin appeared at the corner of his lips. "besides, i doubt you would be creative enough to try something new to get me to agree." aside from the kiss on the cheek, he hummed accepting anything else she thought would work. "you are lucky i must say." as she gave the details, he nodded. "sounds like a plan, but i gotta say one thing. if we're staying at a hotel, know that i snore at night." he teased, however, he wasn't sure if staying in the same room was a good idea. daniel loved sleeping in the nude. "oh, and i sleep naked so last thing i need is my morning wood anywhere near you. or you having curiosity to see what i'm packing under the sheets." he grinned. "love a psychotic woman from time to time." he winked. daniel watched her play the role of a jealous girlfriend over phone, her voiced changed impressing him the more she spoke. a faint exchange was heard from the other side too, but she was quick to end it. good. "damn, straight back to the innocent eyes again. love the switch up. i'll pick you up friday, will surely impress your family with everything that's wrong about me."