when benjamin alire sáenz said "this is my problem. I want other people to tell me how they feel, but I'm not so sure I want to return the favor" and "maybe we just lived between hurting and healing" and "we all fight our own private wars" and "I had a feeling there was something wrong with me. I guess I was a mystery even to myself" and "I don’t know how to fight it, dad // you should ask for help, he said // I don’t know how to do that, either."

Hey girl im consuming a new media

help girl I’m hyperfixating

women pity me fish hardly acknowledge me

me, a POC *with eyes watering from spicy food*: yes … im hhandling this spicy food well…, gotta earn this POC cred,. Gotta make my MOC (mama of color) proud … mm spicy food …….

i literally hate the fact that if you want to do well in school you have to sacrifice every. single. fucking thing in your life that makes it fun

i hate how much i’ve shared with people. i want to take everything back

my fav conspiracy theory is that everything will turn out ok eventually