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it's too bad that being in a jar has such strong connotations. I'd love to be in a jar. a little glass enclosure all to myself. put some leaves and sticks and colorful rocks in there and I'm having a great time

*violently sobbing* I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER

(yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist)

yearns for a past that does not exist anymore*

everybody leave town i need to talk to myself on a walk for an hour and fifteen minutes

something terrible and monstrous is inside me [being in my 20s]

being a student during peak pandemic was so fucking surreal like. "it's not an excuse to fall behind" I cannot stress enough to you how much A Worldwide Plague Upending Life As We Know It is literally one of The Top Three Reasons to fall behind

months are so short. like what do you mean only two weeks is half of the whole month and then in another two weeks its done

and autumn comes when youre not yet done with the summer passing by and whatnot

Sorry I haven’t messaged you back in a month, I’m oscillating between death and rebirth

I've scheduled two hours of drinking coffee while looking out the window today

Can you explain this gap in your blog history

I was employed.

i post for people who feel like they’re inherently unlikable to others without being able to tell what the reason is