Sam

Hello,my name is Sam,I'm 14 y.o,I only use they/them pronouns,English is not my first language and I sometimes use translator

I gonna use this page mostly for vents(that means alot of trauma dumping and talk about heavy topics),random thoughts that I have in my head,pretty rare post my arts and I use this page as my own journal in general

I'm pretty awkward,have issues with communication with people,I can be dry on text and sometimes be an asshole on purpose(cuz I can use sometimes this page while be frustrated),I'm not hashtag my every post cause I'm lazy,I also can sometimes be not active in posting,because I easily get tired

Basic DNI,I block freely

Trigger warning about this page:

I can talk about topics as self harm,sexual abuse,nfst topics,suicide,my mental health issues

50 posts!

I never was in real life,I always where daydreaming and in my head "own world",probably because of it I don't feel anything physically,I feel like there's a big hole from my chest to my thighs all the time,I don't really feel my organs or I feel like they already rooting

I used to try feeling hope by my own self,I used to imagine a white shadow that looked like me and had star in chest that represents hope itself and when I felt horrible I imagined that this shadow where hugging and it's make me reflect myself

I genuinely want feel at least any romantic feelings,love and attachment towards somebody without them begin asshole towards me