finish line | lee chanyoung (anton)
Summary: no matter how many times he tries, your boyfriend Anton just can't make you cum... until tonight
Genre: smut, LOTS of it, p in v, oral, very angsty (you've been warned), toxic relationship vibes
Word count: 2k
“It’s been ages, do you think you’re close?”
Anton looked up at you from between your legs.
You were lying on your bed, stark naked, sweat dripping between your breasts, whilst Anton tried his best to eat you out. His chestnut brown hair was ruffled, and a light blush tinged his high cheekbones. His plump lips were wet with your slick.
“Not really…” you said, staring up at a cobweb in the corner of the ceiling.
When you had first started dating Anton, things were amazing. Anton was tall, athletic, with a pretty face and a gentle voice. Impossibly, he was into you, the shy nerdy girl who was more comfortable with anime characters than real boys, and who disappeared into the crowd at parties.
Anton had this soft and sweet side he only showed to you. After swim practices, he’d carry you on his shoulders and run through the college sports field. With his large hands holding your thighs in place and your hair blowing in the wind, you felt like you could fly.
Tonight, the feeling of Anton’s breath on your pussy felt cold and alien. Every instinct in your body was telling you to push his head away. But you figured that would hurt his feelings, so you just balled your hands into fists instead, and took it as best as you could.
In your tiny, brick-walled studio apartment, Anton was all wrong. He was too tall to fit on your single bed, too loud for your neighbours, and too clumsy to be left alone around your things.
Anton leant back down towards your cunt.
He poked out his tongue and swirled it over your pussy lips, jabbing at your clit and then licking down to your hole. His movements were too harsh, and yet somehow also ticklish.
When he prodded his tongue into you, you winced.
You and Anton had been at this for the best part of an hour. He’d started with his hands, clumsily fingering you with his big, thick fingers. Then, he got down on his knees and buried his face between your thighs.
Anton sighed. “My jaw hurts. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.”
No matter how many times he tried, Anton just couldn’t make you come. In the early months of dating, Anton had seen it as fun challenge. He’d tried to fuck you in a hundred different ways - in the bed, on the kitchen counter, against a wall, even once in a jacuzzi after dark, just to see if one of them would hit the spot.
The problem was, none of them did.
You and Anton had been dating for a whole year now, and the routine was getting stale. You had orgasmed on your own many times, and even your first boyfriend could to make you come. But there was something about Anton that meant you couldn’t orgasm, no matter how attractive you found him, or how much you liked him.
The disconnect had seeped out of the bedroom and started affecting the rest of your life with Anton. You no longer found his antics funny, and his cocky attitude was just annoying. You couldn’t help but notice that he also didn’t look at you with the same hunger as he did when you first started dating.
“Why don’t you just stop, Anton. I don’t think it’s going to happen tonight.”
Anton frowned. “No.”
He reached forwards and pushed two fingers into your pussy again. He scissored his fingers into you, pushing at the soft, squishy ridges on the inside of your cunt.
You felt the beginnings of pleasure build inside of you. It was a like a low rumbling, pre-historic, almost forgotten. But almost as soon as it began to wax into something you could enjoy, it waned, and disappeared forever.
You could feel your pussy drying up, and soon, the friction of Anton’s fingers inside you felt like two pieces of sandpaper rubbing against each other.
You pushed him away from your thighs.
Anton sat up. The bottom half of his face was gleaming, and his lips were rubbed raw, a dark pink. He was hunched over, muscled arms crossed over his chest. He always had the worst posture.
Anton looked worn out. He had dark circles under his eyes, and his curls were matted with sweat against his forehead.
To be fair, Anton had been trying his best to get you off. You began to feel sorry for him. You were thinking about sucking his dick for a while as a reward for all of his effort.
But then, Anton’s face twisted into something unrecognisable.
“You know, Y/n. Maybe there’s something wrong with you. I’ve never had this problem with girls before. And I’ve been with a lot of them. A lot.”
There was a stern edge to his voice that you’d rarely heard. It made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on edge.
You scowled. “Great. Why don’t you talk more about all the women you’ve fucked. That’s definitely going to get me wet.”
Anton rolled his eyes. “You’re so… immature.”
You pushed yourself up onto your elbows and let out a shaky breath.
“I just can’t relax when I’m with you, Anton. You don’t… listen. I’ve asked you to meet my parents fifteen times, and you keep making up lame excuses not to. Do you even want to be with me?”
You were acutely aware that you were still naked. But the blanket had fallen down onto the floor beside Anton, and you didn’t want to get close to him to reach it.
“Ha.” Anton laughed, with no humour on his face. “So you can’t cum because I said no to meeting your parents? That is some fucked up logic, Y/n. Stop being such a girl.”
For a moment, you were too hurt to speak.
You flopped back onto the mattress and flung your arm over your face, covering your eyes.
“Let’s just call it,” you murmured. You weren’t sure if you were talking about this evening, or your whole relationship.
Suddenly, you felt a hand grab your ankle.
Anton pulled you to the edge of the bed, sliding you effortlessly across the sheets, as if you were a doll, not a person.
You yelped at the sudden movement.
When you pulled your arm away from your face, you gasped.
Anton was standing at the edge of the bed, holding his heavy cock in his hand, and stroking it. Somehow, in the last few seconds, he had removed his sweatpants, and was now silently jerking himself off, eyes glued to your cunt.
“What are you doing?” you asked, covering your pussy with your hands. You felt heat warm your cheeks.
“Don’t I get to cum tonight?” he said, his black eyes wobbling.
You sighed, and let your head fall back down against the mattress. “I guess so.”
Anton positioned himself between your thighs. Then, he pushed his cock into you without any warning. He penetrated you deep, right to the brim all in one go, and began to thrust.
There was no talking as you fucked.
Anton leaned forwards and grabbed your breasts, squeezing them in each of his big hands. He held onto your breasts for stability as he jerked into you, hips slapping against you.
Each time your nipples brushed against his palm, you felt little sparkles of pleasure. But it wasn’t enough to make you wet. Your orgasm was like a mirage, shimmering on the horizon, but disappearing as soon as you neared it.
You could feel your cunt getting drier by the minute, and you knew Anton could feel it too.
The sex was awkward. You kept your head turned to the side, trying not to look at him. Every time your eyes accidentally locked, one of you blushed and looked away.
The only sounds in the room were the knocking of the headboard against the wall, and the clinking of Anton’s silver necklace as it swung against his chest with each thrust.
His penis was warm and heavy, pushing you from the inside, forcing you to stretch around him. It hurt, even though he’d done this with you a hundred times.
There was a burn in your inner thighs as you kept your legs spread. You don’t know how much longer you could do this.
Anton screwed his eyes shut and fucked into you faster, chasing his own release. You were little more than a warm hole to him. You felt tears push against your eyes, threatening to spill.
He let out a low grunt.
Anton pulled out of you without warning, and came all across your stomach. You felt a hot liquid splash across the mound of your pussy and drip down your thighs.
Anton jerked his angry red cock rapidly, hunched over your body, as more cum shot out in short bursts. You could feel some leaking onto your navel, then soaking into your pubic hair.
There was so much cum it was almost obscene. Anton was letting it spill all over you with wild abandon. It was like he made a mess on you on purpose, just to show off that he could orgasm and you couldn’t. It was mean, but that’s what Anton was like.
You felt sticky and used, but still wound up tight. After all, you didn’t get to cum.
Anton sighed, his body relaxing.
He took at long look at your sprawled out form, his expression unreadable.
Anton pushed himself off you and stood up. He paced around the room, picking up his discarded clothes and dressing himself. He pulled on his varsity jacket.
You lay on the bed, unmoving, with Anton’s cum cooling and beginning to dry on your naked body. He sat on the edge of the bed and laced up his shoes.
Without handing you a towel to clean up or saying a word, Anton walked to the door of your apartment and left. He slammed the door behind him.
You stayed on your back for far too long, looking up at the cracks on the exposed brick.
Seconds faded into minutes. You could hear the muffled laughter of the neighbours coming through the wall. They sounded happy. You don’t remember the last time you felt that way.
The door clicked open.
You lifted your head up off the mattress and looked towards the door. It was Anton. His cheeks were whipped red and his jacket dark with rain.
“Did you forget something?” you asked.
Anton strode into the centre of the room, his eyes alight.
“Get up,” he said, pulling you up by your arm.
His fingers dug into the flesh of your arm as he lifted your entire weight, making you yelp.
Anton pulled you towards him and captured your mouth in a rough kiss, as if he was trying to force life into you through his lips. His tongue was warm and wet as it pushed into your mouth.
He bit into the soft plumpness of your lips, drawing blood.
“I love you,” he whispered, his hands gripping onto your waist like a life raft. “I want to do whatever it takes to make this work.”
Your head was spinning from the sudden switch in his behaviour. You were acutely aware that you were still bare before him. Your nipples brushed against the rough fabric of his jacket.
You tried to kiss him back and match the rhythm of his lips, but he was too much, too fast.
“Get on the bed. On your hands and knees,” Anton said, voice tight.
Before you had a chance to say anything, Anton turned you around and pushed you down onto the bed, so that you were on all-fours, with your butt exposed to him. You thought about how your pussy might look from behind, and blushed.
Anton climbed onto the bed behind you and kneaded the soft flesh of your ass.
You heard the sound of a belt buckle clinking, and then suddenly, you felt Anton’s heavy, firm cock prod against the back of your thigh. You were surprised that he was erect again so soon.
“I’m gonna make you come this time, baby. I promise,” he said, rubbing the tip of his cock against your pussy lips.
You’d never fucked doggy style with Anton before. It felt strange, being on your hands and knees like this. Vulnerable.
When Anton pushed his cock into your vagina, you cried out.
He fucked you with a new determination, grabbing onto your hips and pummelling you from behind.
Anton was moaning, almost pornographically, as he jerked his cock into you, pelvis smacking against your ass.
You knew this should turn you on. Any girl would give a year of their life to trade places with you - to get a chance to be fucked by such a handsome and athletic guy. But somehow, you just couldn’t enjoy it.
The force of Anton’s thrusts increased until your arms gave out, and your chest hit the mattress with a soft thump. You turned your head to the side and rested it on the pillow.
You let your eyes slip shut as you were rocked back and forth by his rhythmic thrusting.
With your eyes closed, your mind started to wander. You went to a place, buried deep, where you didn’t normally allow yourself to go.
A flash of dark hair.
Wide eyes.
Prominent collarbones. Whimpers when you kissed them.
You felt sparkles of pleasure travel up your legs and to your core. Just like that, Anton’s cock inside you started to feel pleasurable. You heard a loud moan escape your lips.
You screwed your eyes tighter shut, desperately trying to grasp onto the image in your mind’s eye.
Broad, tanned shoulders.
Wet lips pressed against your ear and whispers of sweet nothings.
A slender cock that curved to the side and squeezed your cunt just right.
Wonbin.
All the memories of your ex-boyfriend came flooding back. With them came a gush of wetness soaking your pussy, and coating Anton’s cock in slick.
Wonbin shattered your heart into a million pieces and then smiled like he didn’t even know he had hurt you. That was two years ago, but the wound still felt fresh.
Anton must have felt the slickness in your pussy, because he suddenly picked up the pace of his thrusting. He started to glide in and out of you like hot butter.
He curved his arm around to your front and started to rub harsh, tight circles on your clit.
“Just like that,” You moaned, the sound half muffled by a pillow.
You started to push your hips back against Anton, meeting him at each of his thrusts.
It may have been Anton’s cock inside you, but it was Wonbin in your mind, egging you on, coaxing your orgasm to the surface.
You thought about how Wonbin would go down on you for hours, till your cunt was sticky with slick and trembling with aftershocks. He wouldn’t come up for air, not even when you tugged his hair and dug your nails into his smooth, muscled back.
The pleasure in your cunt started to build again. Slowly at first, then rushing to a crescendo.
“I’m going to-” you gasped, your breath caught in your throat. Your orgasm crashed into you like a train, exploding over every inch of your body.
Anton must have felt how your pussy started to clench around his cock, squeezing him vice-tight. He groaned in surprise. The feeling was too intense for him, and before he knew it, he was coming too. He spilled into your hot, wet cunt.
“Fuck!” he grunted. The force of his own orgasm surprised him.
His cum mixed with your juices and dripped down your trembling thighs.
Anton pulled his dick out of you and slumped onto the bed. Sweaty. Exhausted. Jubilant.
Your eyes were still shut. You knew that when you opened them, he would disappear, and you wanted more than anything to hold onto that memory for a moment longer.
Anton pulled you towards him, manoeuvring you so that your body was pressed into his side.
“I did it,” he said, kissing your hair. “I finally fucking did it.”
You opened your eyes and turned to look at Anton’s face. His brown, simple eyes stared back at you.
“You did it,” you whispered.
You pressed a soft kiss to his lips, before lying back down and nuzzling against him.
What Anton doesn’t know won’t hurt him, you thought, before drifting off to sleep.
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