Gabby Barbosa

Are we not all trapped within a box of our own making and those that raised us? Trying to find a way to release ourselves from a box that society has has placed us in and failing. Ultimately being battered down until we fit neatly in our pretty little packages. I say, fuck that. Put, pull, fit, resist the metallic walls and hold them wide until you create the cracks to break free. #freedomofvoice #freedomofchose #alwaysfighttobeyou #beingme #holdingmyboxwide #iwillalwaysfight #neverquit #breakingthemolf #iamme (at LavatoryPhx) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1fZ1I8nYto/?igshid=o2i4ss99gf98

“Take these broken wings, And mend them with your love. Teach my heart those things, That are, allied to a dove. Let my soul then soar, To heights unknown and new, That it may then explore, This vision, that is you.” #ErnestineNorthover #brokenwings #globalangelwingsproject #melroseavenue (at Melrose Avenue) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1TeFc8nd91/?igshid=1avzup5vos9t4

Force fed, addicted, brain washed, enslaved: we are the constant mindless drones to the products thrown at us from corporations to appease us, turning us their little sheep. Sheep ready for the slaughter. Turn your head, deny, resist, regain control and live! #iamwolf #willnotbeprogammed #fight #resist #deny #freethinker (at Melrose Avenue) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1RW-qPn0yN/?igshid=paa6wz5n44xr

Children are innocent, pure little beings that bless this world with their presence. And for some children they suffer traumas, like being stripped from their parents and being treated as if they are not humans at all. Torn from the comfort of loving arms and thrown into heartbreak, suffering, terror, all alone. How is this right?! So I stand by this amazing piece of art by @unfukyourself to show that even though I was a Latin child blessed with being a citizen with parents that were citizens, that I raise my voice against the ill treatment of the children being treated so poorly that are not given a voice to stick up for themselves. No child should be treated like caged animals! I stand with these little souls, most my fellow Hispanics, because this is not fucking right! (at Melrose Ave., Fairfax Village) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1QThu7nkef/?igshid=5aejxqwjnetq

Hola California mamasita, this Mexicali bitch is back up in you! #californiabitch #bornandraised #thispendejaisinya #comolaflor #labound #untilsunday (at Driving Down The 1-10) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1PY04cHpPz/?igshid=6sopaexz4hri

Even in a place filled with despair and walls that have thousands of traumas from thousands of veterans, there is a reminder of the beauty of this hauntingly beautiful state. #takingamoment #centering #breathing #learningtoheal #tocope #toembrassmytraumas #fortheyaremine #vaclinic #lookattheflowers #therapytime #itsoktoseekhelp #fightingthedemons #vaappointment #traumasurvivor #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnesssucks #askforahelpinghand #tryingtoheal (at VA Midtown Cboc) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1O4PrXngBC/?igshid=13770rv81za04

Another day of getting my ass handed to me in class at @knockoutfitnessaz . And yet, I get back up, and keep fighting. It’s my home away from my home, my zen, my place to release all the negative emotions that build up in my broken soul. #punchitout #breatheinbreatheout #swing #knockoutfitness #boxingclass #roleprep #wornout #gettinghealthy #leadingmyexample #fightingon #huggingthebag #gabbydbarbosa #fitactress (at Knockout Fitness Gilbert) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1MVkEtAra1/?igshid=1bfjzzz7tgag

Another episode is up for everyone to watch. This one is a lot more personal than usual. Go watch, give a thumbs up and subscribe. #vlogger #youtube #gabbysbarbosa (at Mesa, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1K611nnsmc/?igshid=1hpusvbr4jv4o

How does one stop the consist ache for more? The all consuming flame of need and lust for the unattainable? The “give me, give me” of human nature to covet what one cannot have or to feel the persistent desire for instant gratification? How does one stuff down the wandering craving of this and that? Oh human nature, how you drive me mad, yet constantly remind me that those deep dark desires are what makes me alive. #constantlydesiring #dreamingofmore #amindplaguedwithneed #thepersistanceofnotenough #hungryforallthatisoffered #amentallyillmindalwaysbeggingforwhatitmustnotseek (at Mesa, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1IVINZnnG6/?igshid=1kvgtgolzj4bz

Yes, I deal with mental illness. And not just one but, multiple. I have clearly stated this on my Facebook, Instagram, Tik Tok, twitter, so on and so forth. To name some: ocd, depression, anxiety, Eating disorders, ptsd... and yeah. They are my little demons constantly roaming around my mind laying destruction to my every waking thoughts, and even my dreams. And sometimes, the little mental illness demons finds a companion to skip frolickly with. Yet, I fight them all; sometimes well.... Other times you can find me spiraling within the rabbit hole of my mind that the pesky little things drag me kicking and screaming into. But, I fight them tooth and nail to keep some semblance of sanity that I still own. In knowing what it is like to not only live with one mental illness, but multiple, I try to help my fellow sufferers by listening, trying to advice, and lending a hand if they are drowning within the own battles in their mind. I do not hinder, enable or influence others to dive into their own mental illnesses, but help them fight because I know the fight is a constant struggle. I also help fight because I have lost so many friends and brothers and sisters from the military to their own war within their minds, that I strive to save lives; offering the aid they need to keep them trekking forward. So, in writing this very long passage, I want to extend a hand to those here that are struggling. Contact me and I will help you fight.

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