Will you love me in all the lives to come?

Your f/o stays alive because of you

You're their reason to fight for another day

You're the reason they don't harm themselves too badly

They wait for you when it's all too much because they know you'll save them from their worst days

They know you'll always be there for them

You might not get rid of the thoughts, but it becomes bearable

You're their reason to look for help

Life is harsh after all and they get beaten down by it each day again and again. And while they found solace in your arms, while they felt understood by you like they've never felt before, while you were everything to them. It didn't make the suffering go away. They've fought enough. They simply can't go on. And while it pains them to do this to you, to leave you behind. They simply can't see another way out anymore.

Believe them when they say you were everything to them, you were all they lived for, they wanted to make so many beautiful memories together. But the suffering became too much.

You were always there for them, you've saved them from some of their worst days, but they are simply tired of fighting. You have always been their reason to stay and even now as they cling onto the last bits of hope, you are all they can think about.

You've done enough, more than enough.

It’s your F/O, absolutely soaking wet from the rain, holding a bouquet of your favourite flowers in their hand.

They ask politely if they can come in, offering you the flowers. You let them in immediately, offering to dry them off after you place the flowers in a vase. After you dry them off, the two of you snuggle on the couch together, enjoying the peaceful sound of rain as you both watch something you love, hands entwined and their head resting against you.

Picturing F/O yumeshipping with YOU instead is the cure to all yume struggles btw.

♢ F/O browsing through merch of S/I, only to then look at their sad, empty wallet. Promising themselves that one day, they will be able to buy it all. One day...

♢ F/O who takes a little plushie of S/I everywhere with them. If they can't afford an official one, they make it themselves! Plus tiny little clothes for the plushie, maybe even ones that match their own outfits <3

♢ F/O who can't fall asleep without imagining that S/I is laying besides them. Cuddling their pillow, imagining it's S/I

♢ F/O who saves up for MONTHS to pull for S/I's card. Is in the worst mood for days if they don't get it

♢ F/O whose family or friends know all about S/I and whatever media they're from, just from how much they talk about it. Or maybe they're too embarrassed to say anything, but their love for S/I is just so strong, everyone still notices — the way they constantly doodle this one specific character, the way their eyes light up every time S/I is mentioned...

♢ F/O who gets extremely defensive when someone mischaracterizes S/I, but also equally as mad if anyone ever claims to understand S/I's character the best. No one knows S/I better than them.

imagine seeing your f/o with someone else, a friend or simply a coworker, and feeling a seething rage. you should be the only one they talk to, the one who they spend their entire day with. why does f/o spend time with other people when they could be talking to you? why waste time talking to nobody?

your heart screams to hurt someone, but the smile on your face says otherwise. all you can think about is your f/o. they're yours, and only yours. perhaps they need a reminder of that.

imagine your idol f/o noticing you in the crowd, and looking in your direction. no one else can tell who they're looking at, but you know it's specifically towards you. as they continue their performance, their singing resonates with the crowd, but they especially hope that it reaches to you, their number one fan.

Imagine your f/o is obsessive with stalker tendencies. The two of you are in a relationship but that isn't enough for them. Without your knowledge they have put spyware in your phone letting them know your location, see your messages, and know what you're doing on your phone. The best feature of the spyware in their opinion is the remote camera feature, when you two aren't together they love to open that and see your beautiful face.

“i love you,” you say, hips rolling harder against his. “i love you, i love you, i love you.”

Leaving to get groceries? They'll stand so close behind you throughout the whole trip that they are practically breathing down your neck. Going out with friends or family? Fine, they'll spare you the embarrassment of having an overprotective guard dog of a partner in front of the people you like. However, they will absolutely blow up your phone every few minutes to make sure no disasters have happened yet. Going on a date with them? Lovely! They adore every second of it, but they still sneak a bite or two from your food to do a "poison test" (Yes, it's also an excuse to steal a bite, but the last thing your f/o wants is for their love to get sick! It's only half-joking).