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So I finally decided to buy a condo in the Philippines. It’s not in my plan, to tell you honestly. My original plan was to save a 3-ish to 4-ishM ’til next year so I can start building my own apartment in Batangas but I calculated my expenses and that is in no way possible. Maybe in 3 years but definitely not next year, why do I even kid myself? If I pursued that path, 2020 would be the start of…

I love this guy. Sometimes I just look at him and I’m all at peace. He is security to me, my comfort zone. I don’t feel worms turn into butterflies inside my tummy when I see him. Maybe when he first held my hand(?) I was shivering and shaking when I came home after our second date. I can’t even explain that, it’s like a certain cupid ghost exorcised my body. But after that, I don’t feel it…

Luis and other firsts

     I first laid my eyes on him when he was floated to our unit, Cardiac telemetry. He was one of those guys. Those tall, handsome, and dead gorgeous guys. So I thought, nahhh, maybe he’s suplado. I wasn’t attracted to him, but he’s really eye candy. To tell you honestly, he didn’t stay in my mind. It’s one of those, “Oh yeah he’s gwapo” then looked the other way after instantly popping the…

I finally decided to buy a cat. I’ve browsed cat breeds, personalities, activities, and trainings needed for them just to know what kind is a match for me and my lifestyle. I found one- Ragdoll aka puppycat.    It’s so adorable, I fell in love in a heartbeat. I searched for pet stores near me but most of them offer persians and siamese. There are cute dogs, too. But as much as possible, I want to…

I wanna sing B to da’ A to da’ N to da’ G to da’ uh (baby) B to da’ A to da’ N to da’ G to da’ hey! Coz yes, I’m twenty four and bangin’ life like crazy. My twenty third is my most favorite year so far. It had me at my worst and best. And I was able to push through and surviiiiiive. So yes, I’m pretty proud of myself. 👊 Tibay! Had me at level 500 of difficulty so I’m assuming that my twenty…

Hindi ko kailangang makalimot Dahil wala. Dahil tapos na. Dahil wala na akong matandaan. Ang balat kong nasanay na sa iyong pagkawala Ang bibig kong nautal noon sa iyong pagdating Tapos na. Hindi ko kailangang makalimot. Ang gusto ko ay makaalala. Kung paano umibig muli At masaktan At makaramdam. Hindi ko alam kung anong kinuha mo. Hindi puso dahil marunong pa rin akong umibig Hindi utak dahil…

I found a link of this IQ test (raven online) on my friend’s timeline. My initial thought was, really, 145?! I had my first IQ test when I was in high school, and it’s 120-ish. I can’t recall as I’ve doubted its credibility. And being the sucker for mind games that I am, I took the test. It’s composed of 60 questions…or should I say patterns, and all you have to do is to predict which one fits…

Ang unang beses na may tumawag sa aking “tanga” ay nung highschool ako. Expression lang naman. Hindi ko dinibdib kase wala ako non. Hindi ko rin nilikod kase may scoliosis ako, baka isipin n’yong tagilid ang tingin ko sa sitwasyon. Pero hindi ko rin nilunok kase alam ko namang isusuka ko rin lang. Lalaki ang tumawag sa akin non. How dare he. Tanga. Ako? I rolled my eyes like I always do and…

You find good things and you leave good things. And tomorrow you’ll hope again, and believe, and have faith that there will always be more than good, and maybe with all the magic in our parallel fantasies, better things are ours to keep this time. Don’t hoard, and envy, and be hard on yourself. You’ll have your time. You’ll have your moment. And make sure to grab it when it comes. Grab it like…

Last weekend, I had the chance to go back to South Padre. It’s been a year since I first visited the place, and all I can say is, whoah, I’ve been freed!

Wait, lemme share something first.

So last March 24, I moved out. Left my dad’s house. Rented a place I can call mine. Worked my ass off just to start anew. And last week was one of the longest free time I’ve had. Almost a week of no work, what…

Forsaken http://wp.me/s3pz7g-forsaken

And the Lord turned and looked at Peter. And Peter remembered the saying of the Lord, how he had said to him, “Before the rooster crows today, you will deny me three times.” And he went out and wept bitterly. -Luke 22:61-62The bible didn’t describe how painful it was for Jesus to be rejected. But I will. Rejection has the power to crush you, piece by piece, until nothing’s left… and maybe that’s…

I met someone who’s covered in tattoos, and whose face was accentuated by ear and nose rings. His hair warned me that nobody is allowed to touch it, or else you’d die of tetany or something more bloody. However, as we exchange stories, I learned that he’s just like me. We both love how humans can be beautiful despite flaws and awkward idiosyncrasies.

I asked myself, “What is wrong with pieces of…