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for those of you who are still following me and remember who i am after all these years - hello! i still think of many of you very fondly and hold the friendships that we had close to my heart, particularly if we had grown close at one point or another and youve been in my life since i was very young. i appreciate you very much!! i figured that it would be worth it to maybe give yall a little bit of an update on how things have been!

upon my return to tumblr, i immediately changed my URL from st4ndarsh because i no longer feel as much of a connection to south park as i once did. i dont really feel that call to fandom as much as i once did, at all, but i dont think thats generally been a negative thing.

the truth is, that im actually doing quite well! i know that i used to post a lot of really concerning things. ive found ways to deal with those brain gremlins in less chaotic ways, and ways that are more productive to my wellbeing and mental state, and it turns out that they dont include vagueposting online constantly.

i am now 29 years old, i am married to a very loving and stable man that i have two beautiful children with. i have a very fulfilling life as a stay at home mom by day, and an adult content creator by night, as well as partaking in the BDSM lifestyle with my polyamorous Dominant partner as often as i can.

i put as much of my energy into creating as i can, whether that be drawing, writing or creating content, as well as taking care of myself and my family, and i genuinely dont think that i could be happier with the way that things have gone for me. this is exactly where i wanted to be ten years ago.