I've had 3 attempts on my life.
When I was 4, my sister bound my wrists & ankles with packing tape & then put packing tape over my mouth, nostrils & eyes. Because I had depersonalization as a kid, I could see my body as an outside observer. I saw my mom come in & I was freed from the tape. My sister wasn't punished for that.
When I was 8, my family went to Myrtle Beach. 1 day i needed the bathroom & instead of letting me go, my abusive bio father tried drowning me. He kept taking me further out into the ocean & dunking my head in the water. I had to lie to him saying I already peed before he let me go. I went back to the room we were staying at, went to the real bathroom & then turned on the TV. Wayside was on Nickelodeon at the time.
When I was 14, my abusive bio father was strangling me. His hands were around my neck, i thought I was going to die. He def would've killed me, if it weren't for my bus honking the horn. Everyone at school noticed the ligature marks on my neck & social services were called. My bio father said If we told them the truth, he'd go to prison, my mom will end up in a women's shelter & me & my sister will end up in separate facilities. We had to lie saying that this was just a 1 time thing & he lost his temper
