Sun n' Moon

My name is Cosmic, I'm an 19-year-old, autistic trans male! I am sub :] I go by he/xe pronouns, and would like to use this post to introduce myself and state my boundaries.

THIS BLOG IS STRICTLY 18+, if you do not have an age in your bio, you will be blocked.

☄️NO SEXUAL DMS PLEASE!

^ you will be blocked <3

DNI -

MINORS/under 18.

If you are 30+

No age in bio

Cishet men

Homophobic, transphobic, ableist, sexist, bigot

Nonconsensual kinks (etc, r@pe, SA, any type of forced sexual things) + Kinks around incest.

Feeding kink

more kink info/boundaries below (PLEASE READ BEFORE INTERACTING)**

The plan was to walk out somewhere discreet enough where I could pee. I got to the place where I could pee and after pacing back and forth, trying to put off peeing as long as possible. I couldn't take it anymore and got in between a tree and a bush and squatted down, pulling my pants down. I let myself pee a little bit and it felt so fucking good.

I was able to stop the stream and thought it would be fun to walk back after just peeing that little amount. Having to walk all this way for just the littlest bit of relief. On the way back, I put water stream noises on and walked way slower than I usually would. It was so great and I definitely had to hold myself a few times during the walk back. I told myself I would go when I got home.

I finally got home and continued to put off peeing as long as I could. I went to the kitchen and opened boxes of uncrustables so I could unthaw them. The coldness sent me over the edge and I started spraying into my pull-up uncontrollably. I had to quickly shuffle into the bathroom so I didn't completely soak my pants and let the rest out into the toilet. Best piss of my life.

I've also never wet outside before! Luckily, I know where I'm going and am currently on a trail near my house. It's too late for anyone to be out walking and theres a garden that has a lot of trees and such away from the road. I'm taking a brief rest on a bench. Fuck the cold air makes it feel so much worse. My bladder is sending a lot of warning pangs and I had a lot of anxiety walking away from my house, the nearest bathroom I could use. I just started walking again and my bladder is protesting with each step I take.

So basically 2 years ago Robin left that shitty relationship and last year we both admitted that we like eachother. We were going to get in a relationship but Robin has only ever been in shitty relationships and said he needed to work through and process that trauma first.

I met with him for the first time in a while last week. I asked him about dating and he said he's not ready now and doesn't know when he will be. He told me he's not going to be upset if I find someone new in the meantime.

And I was like, okay. Listennnn I haven't had sex in 2 years and I'm low-key just wanting someone to have sex with and kiss. And he was like yeah I can do that!! The only thing that gets to me is the label. And then we went to my house and made out. It was so great and I'm so fucking excited guys.

He's so pretty and I've been yearning for him so bad.

I was literally like, "I've always wanted to kiss you".

I'm jerking off rn, so how about after I cum I'll check up on how desperate you're feeling >:)

Hey so Uhm- I don't have to pee anymore.... Right after sending that last ask I just started gushing into my PJs. I really couldn't hold it anymore my bladder was so tireddd fuck that felt so good