BElieve in YOUrself

One of the saddest, hardest moments of your life will be when you are crying and screaming to the world pleading for a sign.

You tell me to just stop being so sad, but you don't understand what it's like, feeling like something is constantly crushing your chest

I think about jumping in front of the train every morning on my way to class. I stand over the yellow line and just think about stepping forward. As the train comes, I often close my eyes and imagine it hitting me. For a second, I feel calm. Almost happy. Until I have to open my eyes again and continue with the day like everything’s perfectly okay.

I find it funny that I’m getting worse everyday but people keep telling me how much better I am.

“im hurting so bad and i dont even know if i have the energy to want to get better”

me:

Future books written by myself.