It's not too late to suppress all of your wants and desires and to die unfulfilled and afraid without anyone ever having really known you.

Stop doing it scared and start doing it scary. Invoke sheer eye-clawing terror into all those who have ever wronged you

when you get mad, take a deep breath and count to ten. throw a punch at eight. no one ever expects that.

but what if they hugged?? What if they touched foreheads??? What if they cried together????? What if they laughed together???? What if they loved each other SO DAMN MUCH??????

sorry i left an imprint of my teeth on your neck, i got jealous and possessive (i’m not sorry and it will happen again)

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

                                    Death can have me when it earns me.

*takes gulp of vodka straight from the bottle* my day was fine