i like to play games and watch anime

10. 16 and preg: savannah davis, she/her, clumsy & bookworm

5. freshman: julia mayberry, she/her, cheerful & talkative

a photoshoot i did with some sims i made a few months ago! i'm not sure how well you can see with the way i edited the photos, but they both have the vitiligo skin condition. i love putting that on my sims and think it is just a beautiful feature that no one should be ashamed of having. i myself have some loss of pigmentation in my skin, so to see other people with that same feature is a nice sight. my inspiration for these two girls kind of just popped into my head while i was thinking of what to do as my next edit and i found some new poses that are very "bubbly", and inspiration struck! finally, thank you to all of the amazing cc artists whose creations i used for these sims :)

- hair: WINGS-OE0208 by @wingssims - skin: Mia Skin Overlay by Milarasims & Ultimate Skin Collection by @pralinesims - lashes: 3D Lashes Version2 by @kijiko-sims - eyes: Lavender Rain Eyes N135 by @pralinesims - eyeshadow: Winteri Eyeshadow V1 by @remussirion - eyebrows: GPME-GOLD F-Eyebrows G2 by @goppolsme - eyeliner: Sibyl Eyeliner + Lashes N69 by @pralinesims - blush: Watermelon Blusher N50 by @pralinesims - lips: Devyn Lipstick N184 by @pralinesims - dress: Bohemian Wedding - Catriona Dress by @sifix - nails: Zeta Nails N20 by @pralinesims my first sims 4 photoshoot edit! i have always loved taking photos of my sims posing showing off their outfits and overall beauty, and i can't wait to do more! i created this sim a few months ago when i was helping my friend create some inspiration for her doll, and i think she turned out very angelic-looking with her white eyelashes.

my life’s work: all 10 generations of the not so berry challenge :)

youtube: @ariana

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just some genshin pictures for your feed 🪐

i don’t think anyone cares at all lmao but i’m getting back into tumblr again because i sort of 1. forgot i had it and 2. forgot how much i loved it. right now i’m basically just gonna rant about stuff because no one really knows who i am on here except for one person and they don’t really pay attention to my account. there’s a lot of things in my life i don’t tell anyone because i don’t want them to worry about me. but getting to the point no one is gonna see this so i can just let it all out. beforehand i would like to say please do not try to message me about all of what i say here, as i will not reply, since i get very anxious about even making eye contact with people i am not super close with. however, if you are interested in talking about an anime or video game you would like to talk about please feel free to message me and i will try my best to muster up the courage to reply. also TW’s ahead // su*c*de, abuse, ed my mom got really mad with me last august because i wouldn’t go swimming at all (there is a pool at her house) the entire month because before that i tried to drown myself.  additionally, my mom’s husband (not my dad and i refuse to call him my stepdad) constantly verbally and mentally abuses me and sexually harrasses me. when i go back to my dads which i love it here (i’m here right now :D) my friends are disappointed when i get tired so early and don’t stay up and play video games with them. i can’t tell them that the reason i’m so tired is because when i try to go to sleep at my mom’s house her husband is usually still awake and every time i am so afraid he is going to burst into my room and start yelling and hurting me. i could say more about all of the shit he does but i’ll keep that to myself until i feel i need to let it out again. ok next thing. i don’t want to say i have an eating disorder because i feel like even though i am so conscious about what i eat and am constantly comparing myself to others and weighing myself all of the time, i don’t feel like i’ve reached the point of saying i have an ed, i just hate how i look so fucking much. for as long as i can remember, i’ve hated my appearance. i hate my face, my hair, my entire body. i just hate it all. i wish i could just rip it off and get a new one sometimes. on the rare occasion i feel confident, i’m often too afraid to dress how i want to dress or do interesting makeup because people will judge. when was in-person in school, i would sometimes skip classes just because i didn’t want people looking at me. i also genuinely wonder why my boyfriend is with me because it’s not for my looks or my personality. i also complain about my mom and her husband and i never ask how he’s doing but i think i’m getting better at that hopefully. sorry if this is all over the place i’ve never been good at consistency. everytime i’m at with my best friend (she’s my only friend to be quite honest) i feel bad about myself. a few days ago i was at her house for the first time in over a year and we were baking a cake and she walked upstairs for a second and i was standing there waiting for her to get back and once again i just thought to myself “i wish i had her life”. don’t get me wrong there’s a few good things about my life like my dogs and my dad, but i look at her life and i know it’s not perfect, but i just get so jealous of her ability to have basically all of the freedom in the world while i have to keep so many secrets and sneak around all of the time and such. anyways that’s all i can really think of to rant about right now. finally i’m going to end this post with some things that make me happy!  - rain - tennessee - kunikida doppo (anime/manga character) - city girl’s music (not the hip hop duo) - when it snows (not mush) - when it’s late at night but it’s still light out - laughing - my dogs - hugging my grandpa - getting a good grade (very rare occurrence for me) - my dad saying he is proud of me

i don’t want to say i have a type BUT...