The Art of Fatality

the art of not being ready and doing it anyway will take you far

Imagine all the things I could do if I just did them.

everything feels one room over

The trick is to be more curious than you're scared.

Like two years ago I ran into a salamander biologist in the woods who complimented my ability to 'walk quietly in the forest while causing minimal disturbance to the leaf litter.' Still goes to my head.

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

"it's okay to rest for as long as you need from burnout" how long is it actually going to take though. there's stuff i wanna do.

they should invent a sunday that doesn’t make you feel completely crushed by the passage of time

they call me the endurer the way i endure and endure and endure and endure and well u get it

And in these next 50 years you will eat so many delicious meals, laugh so many times with so many people you love, shout and scream and sing and cry and smile so hard your face hurts. And you will see such beautiful sunsets and feel fresh cold air on your face and feel warm and safe wrapped up in your favourite winter coat.

sleep is stolen time. don't let them take it from you anymore. tonight. we are staying up. til one billion o clock.

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

honestly yall just gotta be comfortable reading books that make you feel stupid

read books that you don't understand. read books where you have to pay attention. read books that make you reread a page eight times to figure it out. read books that you need to take notes on. read books with words you have to google. read books that don't make sense without research on the setting. read books that make you feel stupid because otherwise you'll just be stupid.