curious conscience

december 1, 2024

passed all my exams of the 1st quarter, and we’ve now started cytology & histology as well as anatomy & fysiology 🔬

september 15, 2024

it has been two weeks since i started my vet. med. studies, and i am so happy and proud that i was brave enough to change fields despite being in physics for so long 🥹 i’m enjoying it sooo much and it just feels a different kind of “right”.

I think i quite simply fell out of love with physics. It's kinda sad, but I think i've come to terms with it by now. I started my masters this year, but it just felt wrong, and all work i was doing felt like torture. Also, as working life came closer, I can't imagine myself enjoying a job where I'm sat at a desk all day, which is most likely what i would do if i got a job as a physicist. Anyways, i quite physics. I still care for the subject, but I just don't think life as a physicist is for me.

I've done some thinking on what route i should go down instead. I've always wanted to work with animals, and I'm a nerd - so the plan now is to move across the country and study veterinary medicine. Luckily, my grades from high school were very very good, so I'm kinda secured a place in the vetmed program, as we apply only by grades. It's scary to start "all over" again at uni, but honestly it just really feels right. With physics i always avoided thinking about the future because i knew i probably wouldn't enjoy the kind of jobs i could get, so i think this is probably for the best.

I can't start until summer, but i'll probably study some bio until then, as i had very little bio in high school, and its been a looong time. So I would like to be prepared. I will of course still use this account, but I guess it is no longer a physicsblr

august 29, 2023

august 28, 2023

august 26th, 2023

it has been a while.. i always tend to be active at the beginning of the semester and then just go awol. oops

anyways, finished by bachelor degree with pretty good grades overall, and now i'm starting my master degree in two days. honestly i've been feeling quite anxious over the summer, and now as we're approaching the start of the semester i'm really trying to create a peaceful environment for myself.

also, i've gotten really into reading again, i barely read at all last semester because everything just felt.. weird. but i'm back!!!