fawnie

my bf and i are long-distance, we've been dating for around half a year. hes the only person ive ever been with. hes 35, which adds to the problem. i have my own deep problems and he has his, and its really difficult and emotionally draining on my lately. im really just taking to tumblr to feel like someone is listening to me. please do not send me suggestive dms, im not interested. i love my boyfriend i just want to feel like someone is listening. i have no friends and no family that love me and he was all i had and now that he's grown tired of me i have absolutely nobody.

i genuinely do think my bf has the capacity to get that mentally screwed about me but it would take me being a very unhealthy and mentally cruel person and i wouldnt be able to do that to him thats just pure evil

being with him is also my greatest joy so it’s obviously a give-and-take, but when it’s bad its so bad, because i legitimately have nobody. i cry so much. i cant even stop crying at work.

yes ik im huge im running so i’ll get smaller c,:

literal wet dream wuld be my bf telling me im getting too too small ughhh