above the restless

8/19/17 Richmond, VA friends II.

8/19/17 Richmond, VA friends.

9/23/16

you said "it's nothing, it didn't hurt." Richmond, VA 3/23/17 First Steps Back

January 8th, 2017 Mechanicsville, VA Silently Instill

~ there was this winter that you missed Mechanicsville, VA January 7th, 2017 Silent Kingdom

Put my heart into your chest Is it beating yet? Left a scar between our past Contouring all the space that's left Where the rose that grew from concrete disappears Was it temporary? Fear is not yet scary Burning gaps between The middle seat of unsubscribing debt Caving lies unto your chest Has it reached a level yet? Avoided showing reels Emotions yet to feel Cost of concentration that ordeal You never knew Just how deep the ocean blue Shadows of the new Caving into two

Poison, you're poison Hear my echo, it screams loudly So I'll forget my pastures Scattered around all my broken wings Dredging future confidence inside The future holds no bounds that we can hide I remember when We were happier than this Broken in despair we both cried Trapped inside the dreams of better time I've traded all my motives in Losing all my closest friends For someone getting dumber when You think that things are permanent Is this my fault for being cruel are you questioning my attitude I'm sorry for attacking you It's the only thing I'll ever do I remember when You were happier than this And I remember when We sacrificed our sins

I couldn’t see how bad you were for me At the time I was hopeless emotionless and cold Couldn’t see through the stone that captured your soul Couldn’t breathe in the storm of all the broken homes So I ran into numb states and gave them my pain Turned the hurt into the nothing I’m chiseled out of stone I can’t keep inside the burning infliction of the times were I laid in other men’s friction Can’t see the unseen, shattered it deep Cut ties with the sheep who followed upon me Now I’m alone again talking to walls Tried to find a home again, got stopped by my faults

"Still looking for an answer" // 9.30.16

9.3.16 // “Surrounding myself with immense amount of destruction and you where what started all of it”

9.3.16. // “What have I done to deserve to live?”

“Your eyes are the knots in the noose”