#discretionconnect

I couldn’t see how bad you were for me At the time I was hopeless emotionless and cold Couldn’t see through the stone that captured your soul Couldn’t breathe in the storm of all the broken homes So I ran into numb states and gave them my pain Turned the hurt into the nothing I’m chiseled out of stone I can’t keep inside the burning infliction of the times were I laid in other men’s friction Can’t see the unseen, shattered it deep Cut ties with the sheep who followed upon me Now I’m alone again talking to walls Tried to find a home again, got stopped by my faults

January 8th, 2017 Mechanicsville, VA Silently Instill

~ there was this winter that you missed Mechanicsville, VA January 7th, 2017 Silent Kingdom

Put my heart into your chest Is it beating yet? Left a scar between our past Contouring all the space that's left Where the rose that grew from concrete disappears Was it temporary? Fear is not yet scary Burning gaps between The middle seat of unsubscribing debt Caving lies unto your chest Has it reached a level yet? Avoided showing reels Emotions yet to feel Cost of concentration that ordeal You never knew Just how deep the ocean blue Shadows of the new Caving into two

9.3.16 // “Surrounding myself with immense amount of destruction and you where what started all of it”

8.17.16. // “Stranger things have happened here”