Frail 𓍯𓂃

Tumblr hates me soooo much, my account got deleted 2 times already aperently for promoting €d when i was only posting a small vent that did not even mention that!

Maybe because I never found anyone I truly like. And truly want to be with.. Maybe my standards are too high or I don't socialize enough, I only go out with my friends so I don't really meet new people.

I never had the urge to stalk anyone, or just overall obsess over a person. I do have attachment issues but it's the kind where I don't get attached, I can't feel attachment, or maybe I can and just haven't found the right person.

My ideal partner is someone who will love me regardless of who I am or what I do, they will take care of me and be gentle. And I could feel safe, they could save me from my living situation, I could move in and wouldn't have to worry about money. Well of course they would have to be at least somehow attractive, but that may be too much to ask for, since everyone wants something back. I guess I could do stuff as a thank you back.

But I never had anyone like that, I had someone who promised me that, but they were childish and disgusting. They just wanted to use me and only sent me a small amount of money like twice, which I appreciated, but later they stopped when I was actively starving because I can't afford food.