live laugh love chika

Hellooooooo!

You can call me Koko/Bella/Bells/Chika :)

she/her, pan

da Bella Swan of jiraiblr!!!!!!

I am a minor and mentally ill, also I speak in 3rd person sometimes.

I am diagnosed with social anxiety and MDD

I have issues with disordered eating/body dysmorphia and self harm as well

random stuff I like:

twilight (no shit)

energy drinks

death note

vocaloid

visual novels

madoka magica

kaguya-sama

cortis

nso

class of 09

apples

alnst

ddlc

custom tags!

kokokaboom main tag

⋆˚࿔what a stupid lamb⋆˚࿔ another main tag because why not

.⋆♱ as long as I'm going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly .⋆♱ venting

★ do you want me to bolt the doors so you can massacre the unsuspecting townsfolk? ★ interacting with people

𓏲ּ𝄢 i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him 𓏲ּ𝄢 yearning/freaky

mootie userboxes below cut,, (not mine!!!)

Uh sorry to the people that witnessed my crashout yesterday I deleted most of it

I am ok, but scared my parents enough to the point where my dad is driving here to pick me up (wow koko tf is wrong with youuuu)

fuck my life :(

im stuck in the car on a trip with friends I don’t want to be with, going to visit people I don’t want to see

sh mentioned and a vent below cut

hi hello!!!!!!!

sorry for the late reply, how are you doing? :3

I may be suicidal but at least I still have my whimsy!

koko’s parents got mad at her for not doing her classwork and koko yelled back that she didn’t care because she didn’t want to make it to her next birthday anyways,,

now she feels guilty because her parents are now really worried, they asked if they should admit koko to the hospital

koko said no but she’s worried they might still do it,,,,,

I should rap to the beat of my stomach growls

meow? meow meow meOW mew meow.

i love you all soooooooooo much!!!!!!!

jiraiblr you are my home <3