I wish I did actually die. I know Iâm supposed to be recovered now and Iâm supposed to be happy and well. I should be a great example to others. But Iâm not. Iâm still as fucked up as I was.

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@forsakendevil
I wish I did actually die. I know Iâm supposed to be recovered now and Iâm supposed to be happy and well. I should be a great example to others. But Iâm not. Iâm still as fucked up as I was.

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I loved you through my fault, my fault, my most grievous fault
The duality of wanting someone who loves and cares about you and always worrying about you, to wanting to be left the fuck alone and not wanting to talk to anybody or knowing the existence of another person
Can't you see that I'm enough for you
But you don't want me to be?
'Cause that means you'll actually have to be content
I can feel myself going backwards. Iâm so aware of it, yet I can do nothing to stop it.

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i'm going to die from the weight of my own thoughts actually
Ace Week 2025 (Oct 19-25)
I was not built for this amount of stress. God please stop testing your soldier.
âIâll take your word
Like a good friend shouldâ
If all there is in my life is pain, what is the point of living. I wake up everyday feeling like shit. The smallest things people do to me feel like betrayals. I canât cope anymore. The pain is too much work.

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Why canât people stay. Itâs never their fault they go but I just wish someone could stick by me forever. I just want to know someone wonât leave.
I wish I didnât love people this hard. I want to let them go but if I do theyâll leave forever. I donât want to place my faith in others because they have left me every time.
I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp. I donât want another fp.
This illness is ruining my life.
This is too much. I canât deal with all of this. Why did they all have to leave.

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Theyâre completely gone now. I donât know if I even care anymore. Yes, I once loved them with all my heart and they too loved me deeply, but their love has turned into resentment and mine to indifference. I donât think I deserved this, although I donât really know if that matters now.
Does anyone love putting themselves in very stressful situations because the adrenaline rush is the only way they can feel anything anymore? Or is it just me?