alternately "bunch poet" for rebecca bunch

I liked your blog, it was fun. Would you mind if people followed your regular blog?

Here's the thing, though, is that now I'm a student teacher, and I'm hoping to soon work full-time as a teacher, and teachers get very quickly fired if it's discovered we have a sex life that isn't strictly private and monogamous or whatever. So I am going through my posts and deleting as many as I can. I'm going to have to do the embarrassing thing of looking at all the horny pics I posted and clicking through every single reblog and DMing every single person to please delete my picture off their blog, despite the fact that a year ago, I was begging people to give attention to those very pictures. Because if even one person sees a photo of me with my (censored, but still there) tits out, and recognizes my face as someone who works in a school, I will be fired.

Thanks to anyone who was nice to me while I posted here. I've also realized I'm probably not a butch lesbian because I'm pretty sure butch lesbians are supposed to hate wearing dresses or flowers, and I don't, and I'm also not muscular and I don't know about cars or sports, and I really don't get laid almost ever, and I have not been sufficiently oppressed or whatever the requirements are. I think I'm just a lesbian who thinks that gender roles are stupid and that's it. I also am fine with being single and not dating. There are so many things in life more important than having sex and dating, for God's sake.

I am a compiling of dust cloaked in shadows of night, even so I am compulsed towards the light but not to any light but the bright colorful and vibrant, the very thing that may deject my entire state of being. But never less the indescribable pull, a warm yet soft comfort wafting and softly holds my wills whims. The light swallows my once dim colors and am reborn that of a creature of both. bright beauty and yet still cloaked in night, the once mono chromatic night now shines a soft but somber hue.

This is a very gay poem :3

First of all omg thank you <3 and sorry I haven't responded, I've been busy with intense life stuff for months so this blog has been a ghost town.

Second of all, I have no tips for getting into a relationship with a butch. you are preaching to the choir. I think for hookups/fwb, going on dating apps and being willing to put up with tons of rejection and awkwardness is pretty much the only way. Also being willing to travel distances and to hook up with people you're not definitely compatible with, but who agree to your boundaries and terms, are necessary requirements. Most importantly, remembering that you don't HAVE to hook up or date if you don't want to, and even if you do want to, sometimes you've got other priorities in life that come first, or sometimes it's just too hard and you're like "fuck it, I'm gonna stick to masturbating and projecting onto fictional characters for the time being".