rules i created for myself:
that literally force and corner my brain into accepting my desires are inevitable to play out in the 3d.
the only reason i feel doubt, anxiety, twisting suffocating feeling in my chest is because my brain senses the 3d shifting. obviously it might happen right after affirming/deciding on something, because the 3d shifts instantly. and i also decided my 3d fully conforms within 3 hours, so that's on par.
whatever i'm visualizing, daydreaming, creating scenarios about is an inevitable preview of what is about to happen in the 3d. (does not apply to intrusive ones, of course)
not wanting something is more than enough for me to not experience it. wanting something is more than enough for me to indeed experience it
i don't give two shits how i feel or what i think, if i want it, i'm getting it. let me repeat that: I DON'T GIVE TWO SHITS HOW I FEEL OR WHAT I THINK, IF I WANT IT I'M GETTING IT, BECAUSE IT IS ALREADY MINE AND ALREADY BELONGS TO ME.
no matter how "impossible" it is, no matter how "silly" it seems, if i desire to experience it i am fucking experiencing it no matter what.
plan b does not exist. there is only one reality, one destination, one sole outcome. and that is the one i decided on.
i don't need more posts. i don't need more videos. i don't need more information. if i want it, IT IS HAPPENING PERIOD.
no matter what i see, no matter what i hear, no matter what i think, no matter how i feel, no matter who else wants it, i'm always getting exactly what i want, because it already belongs to me, there is no competition i am the sole queen of my reality, not anyone or anything else.
again, I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK. I DO NOT GIVE ONE SINGLE FLYING FUCK. I DO NOT GIVE A RAT'S ASS HOW "UNREALISTIC" IT SEEMS. IF I WANT IT, I AM GETTING IT. I AM EXPERIENCING IT. BECAUSE I SAID SO. ego, go take a fucking nap bitch.
signed, juliette ferrars of sector 45 / the mother of realities.