you didn't mean to come this far. somehow, someway, your legs had led you here, as if drawn by something. the leaves rustle in the wind and you watch as the trees sway, as if beckoning you in. you've heard of this place, and it's occupant. do you dare enter?
about me
rowan. 17. shifter. loa subscriber. pansexual + genderqueer. she. they. he. (ethnically) chinese. questionable mental state. ares' and aphrodite's daughter-son. too many observed crash outs. possibly dysfunctional. emotionally unstable. never seen without the currently rusting heart necklace 'round her neck and warrior's ring. i yap. a lot.
..the trees reach for you
realities,, the framed photographs,, the rotting stump,, the gallery,,
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i honestly hate when people say "the 3d is delayed; keep affirming and persisting to make it catch up!". like no, it's not delayed, and you deciding that there's a "delay" is what actually makes it...
"delayed".
the moment you decide something to be true, the physical instantly conforms. for example, let's say you want an ipad. when you decide you already have one, your mom thinks "they've been asking for an ipad... maybe i should get them one". however, when you go back on that decision just because you couldn't see it in the physical, your mom thinks "nahh what am i thinking?? i cant afford ts".
so, don't let the illusion of failure discourage you. the physical will do it's job if you tell it to, even if you can't see it.
do not fear your doubts ; they work for you , not against you .
to keep this short , the reason why you have doubts is because you're getting closer to success with your shifting / manifestation .
though that sounds like a paradox , since doubts are often treated as something that opposes your goal of shifting / manifestation , the reason why such doubts arise is because your brain is scared of how real it is becoming , and so it acts out of self preservation and protection , questioning everything in an attempt to reassure itself that it will be safe , which can then cause you to question if everything is real ā for if it isn't real , then no real threat is posed .
of course , this doesn't apply to every single doubt that you'd have in your brain , but once you realise that a lot of those doubt stem from the fact that your brain is afraid of the fact that it's real , that you're succeeding , you'd become aware of the fact that those doubts actually then affirm your success , for if your shift / manifestation isn't actually successful , your brain wouldn't be so terrified .
tl;dr ā having doubts prove that your shifting / manifestation is successful , since the reason they exist is your brain trying to protect itself from the oncoming " threat " that is your successful shift / manifestation .
disclaimer : this might not apply for everyone and that's okay !!! i honestly admire those who can just brush their doubts aside .
disclaimer pt. 2 : following this logic , just because you don't have doubts doesn't mean that your shift / manifestation isn't successful ā your brain might just be already prepared for the result of it , or simply doesn't see a threat ; there are a myriad of reasons as to why you might not have doubts but still manifest !!! there is nothing wrong either way !!!
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okay so posts might take a bit longer (not by much!) however i really want to post SOMETHING cause i havenāt for so long and miss itšš anyway! this is a wip of my second spn dr :3
Ways Iāve shifted that arenāt your typical method
~was daydreaming about me and him doing it and shifted right in the middle of us doing it.
~ craving some soup real bad and shifted to my waiting room to eat said soup
~sitting in the shower and starting thinking about him and shifted
~ (my funniest one) I was in Walmart and was upset they were out of my chips there and shifted to a version of that reality were the chips were there
~ first time I shifted to fnaf I simply fell asleep thinking about the animatronics.
~ I wondered what it would be like to be an actual fox and shifted to a forest where I was a fox (it was amazing will be doing it again)
~asked my man to take me to a reality of his choosing, shifted to a version of the medieval AU of MHA.
~ I wanted a high grade on an assignment but didnt study, I got a A.
~imagined I was being held in my manās arms and ended up shifting to my waiting room
~ I was so physically and emotionally tired that I shifted to my waiting room just to sleep for a few months
~didnāt want to do schoolwork here so I shifted to my first Mha Dr for like a year and came back here when school was over.
~I was really upset I couldnāt ever go to a concert here due to my disabilities and ended up shifting to a reality where I was singer that night.
~im pretty sure I shifted/manifested my therapist. My previous therapist was utter shit and I wanted one who understood me. About a few months later I meet my current therapist who is pagan and knows what shifting is. Truly she is amazing
~I was meditating one night and wondered what it would be like to be a star, like an actual star in the sky, and shifted to be a star. It was so cool
~sequel to the last one, I then wondered what it would be like to stare at all my drs as itās own universe. I was looking down at all my drs as its own galaxy and could hold it in my hands. It helped me get comfortable with the idea that I am in control
You truly can shift in any way youād like. Your method to shift is just as limitless as you. <333
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Neovisca is an archipelago consisting of 6 main islands and is located North East of Australia, also considered an Australian territory. The population is very diverse in cultural backgrounds and (fish) species!
The 6 main islands of Neovisca are Heladi, Pauxiti, Luspil, Topiki, Oosisc, and Mayajaal
lil map for u guys
Heladi is the poster child of the islands, considering itās the only island that allows tourists year round along with having the biggest size. Itās filled with beautiful beaches, architecture and tons of fun activities for both merfolk and humans. Often referred to as the headquarters of the archipelago because of the fact all goods enter and leave through this island since itās the only place with a public airport and dock. All goods are distributed to the other islands after.
Neoviscans often compare the entire island to the idea of Los Angeles, with its densely populated cities and artistic community. It's a popular destination for a weekend getaway for merfolk, but most of them would never want to live there unless they wanted to be an artist or a tourist scammer.
Pauxiti is often overlooked, but rarely forgotten. It's the best island for retirement due to the already high population of retired mers, and its strong emphasis on tradition makes it one of the most comfortable spots to live.
Though day to day life here is slow, during the holiday season it can get quite lively due to the influx of families visiting their parents or grandparents, even then itās still a very calm island. This island is also the only one that doesnāt allow tourists at any point in the year, mostly because its residents canāt be bothered to hide their scales or tails. Come on grampsā¦ Though they do allow tour boats and scuba divers to pass by since there is a wonderful coral reef between them and Heladi. Wouldnāt want to miss that
Luspilās population lives mostly underwater, with plenty of unique caves, coves and lagoons, itās a fun spot to adventure in. The community is very welcoming with the high number of visitors from other islands as well as tourists wanting to visit some beautiful natural wonders. Just make sure to be aware of when the low and high tides are, because it's very common for tourists to leave some belongings on the beach and come back to said belongings floating on water. That's why we have the rescue service to retrieve belongings during high tides, it's a very needed job here.
Topiki is arguably the prettiest island, a not so hidden gem. With its cluttered streets creating a unique environment that goes crazy on aesthetic influencers social media. When the season is right and the island opens up for tourists, itās quickly flooded with people. Its the second most populated island, and the second biggest tourist destination. Brightly painted buildings, simple yet creative decoration, lagoons and shops crowded with people, familiar and new faces all looking around in awe.
Hotels and homes with balconies people only seem like they exist in romcoms set in Paris, flowerbeds overgrown and vines growing up walls with geometric patterns made with ceramic tiles. Which can all be seen in the cable cars that go around the island, well most of the island.
Oosisc is the current home of yours truly,the dream location for spring break and the home of some of the nicest people you may ever meet. Technically apart of Topiki, but often referred to as its own island. Friendly faces are almost as common as food trucks, which are beloved because of how good the food here is considered. Restaurants owned by families for generations, the quality of the food prioritized over the wait time. But don't worry, because you can always order it to go and go pet the local cats or stare over the ocean until your food is ready.
That's not to say the cats won't steal your food, because if you get distracted by the colorful brick paths or window shop for too long and you might have some bite marks in your take-out container.
Mayajaal the underdog, full of tradition and culture, the melting pot of Neovisca. The place people go to get food that feels like home, the place with the most beautiful bike trails. Nature that feels untouched even with the towns resting at the bottoms of mountains or along coastlines. Farms you can tour and get a basket of fresh picked fruit, cramped villages or homes resting over the water. The odd shape of the island allows for plenty of fishing or tour boats to go around which are all wonderful experiences.
Fun fish facts !
ą¼ Neovisca is only around 1,000 years old
ą¼ There is no official language
ą¼ Our currency is called Shoals (paper bills) & Pearls (coins) But most of us call them dollars
ą¼ Most traditions originate or have been adapted from other countries cultures that were brought here
ą¼ You have to have immediate family be a resident of Neovisca or the archipelago in Europe to become a citizen (because humans trying to infiltrate mersā¦)
ą¼ Tourists are only allowed seasonally for the same reason
fish friends : @easyboyrecliner // @ashstwr // @tadaffied // @ananaloghorrorgirl (the actual reason I included the map) // @ipodcord // @l1ttlejellyf1shy // @elyssshft // @emotionallyderanged // @delicatelullaby // @sireneptune
mermay is really ruining my tough guy appearance. Also Iāve had this in the drafts since 2024
