how did you get in here?

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

ive never wanted to send a death threat over a game before

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WHAT THE FUCK

It’s so hard designing androgynous characters because you can add as many masculine features as you want and no one will bat an eye, but the second you add a feminine feature they’re girlcoded or afab or not seen as enby anymore. I hate all the sexism that views men as the standard and women as frivolous. I wanna mix feminine and masculine features but can’t without people automatically sorting them into boxes in their heads. And then when I say this I sound like I’m just pretending to care about them being androgynous and everyone knows I secretly think of them as a girl or a boy which I don’t, some people just do that automatically and then assume everyone does.

Gooseworx is stronger than me because if my introspective transgender theme narrative about identity and accepting your circumstances was infiltrated by media iliterate 12 year olds who treated my work like it was fnaf and said my self insert of me at my worst was literally the worst person who deserved nothing but the worst and could not recover ever i would actually fucking explode. I would kill people. How does she do it.