focus

- watch babygirl - done at 2:20AM

- shower -2:25 - 2:38

-after shower self care 2:41 - 3:07

- sit on my desk 3:07

- start playing gilmore girls

- drink water

- start studying math or at least look into the materials

- drink more water

- read the book until page 60

- read the other book until page 48

- read the next book 3 chapters

- read the other other book until i am bored

- sleep maybe

if i stay up:

- manhwa

march 4th - 00:02

i want to write so why am i not doing it

no need to overthink any of this

who is chasing me

who is out to get me

what do i have to lose

-j

you will lose your source of income

you will lose their trust in you

you will lose your education

you will lose your time

you will lose the respect they have for you

you will lose the opportunities

you will lose those promises

you will lose your friendships

you will lose the college experience

you will lose the easy path

you will lose the life you’re building

lock the fuck in !”

- me asking my sister to motivate me c:

i miss atsushi